illusi0n-l0ve

2008-09-05T01:01:00.000-07:00

I HATE YOU!

If I had no more time No more time left to be here

Would you cherish what we had?

Was it everything that you were looking for?

If I couldn't feel your touch

And no longer were you with me

I'd be wishing you were here

To be everything that I'd be looking for

And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me'

Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So every time you hold me

Hold me like this is the last time

Every time you kiss me

Kiss me like you'll never see me again

Every time you touch me

Touch me like this is the last time

Promise that you'll love me

Love me like you'll never see me again

Oh Oh Oh

How many really know what love is?

Millions never will

Do you know until you lose it

That it's everything that we are looking for

When I wake up in the morning

You're beside me

I'm so thankful that I foundEverything that I been looking for

And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me'

Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So everytime you hold me

Hold me like this is the last time

Every time you kiss me

Kiss me like you'll never see me again(can you do that for me baby)

Every time you touch me(see we don't really know)

Touch me like this is the last time(see everyday we never know)

Promise that you'll love me(I want you to promise me)

Love me like you'll never see me again(like you'll never see me again)

2008-08-25T22:15:00.000-07:00

LOVE

Saturday, 23 August

Stay at cousin house the whole day

looking after that 2monkey xD

decide to pay a visit to reynee g0dm0ther

as she is ill but sad t0 say rain n0n-st0p &&

we change 0ur mind n0t t0 g0.

text & ph0ne wid b❤

Mac for breakfast, Pizzahut for luch & prawn s0up n00dle for dinner(:

yummy(: have a tiff wid b❤ during night ]:

&& while we are alright(: didnt really slept during night

cause was texting & ph0ne wid b❤

Sunday, 24 August

Went to tanglin market with aunt & reynee for breakfast(:

I ate duck rice & aunt ate laksa not bad (:

After eating, went to sheng siong

&& kinda scary ._. we while waiting for the people

to help us chop the live frog && while waiting

the fish drop on the florr & the fish is alive,

the fish keep jumping on the floor ._.

I left that place & wait for aunt in another side,

pay & off we go. buy rubick cube for reynee but a small one

half way back home she spoilt it ._.

intend to go out but keep raining so stay home the whole day(;

bout to evening, chest & gastric is back ):

super pain & cant tolerate & i tear badly

eat pill & it doesnt go off

AFter i eat keep vomiting, went to rest

night time, tiff with b❤ again & tear

sighs ): after all i apologize & we are alright

Monday, 25 August

No school today wooray~

finally gastric pain is gone(:

pain like __

wake up kinda early & ate prata for breakfast(;

look after the 2monkey again

was super tired but no choice,

decide to meet b❤ but he could not make it so

have dinner at aunt place(:

Black pepper crab(: yummy xD

AUnt friend came & they chatted till 9 cousin me home(:

i was so scare while cousin sne dme ._.

he was speeding all the way & chatting away on the phone. LOLS

wthell ._. drink red wine, super suck!

that my day(:

b❤, 5days & oh baby,

hope we last & im lvoing you more each day(:

hoping this love will last(:

im missing you badly ):

been days since we last meet, hoping to see you soon.

DOnt think so much, everything will be alright soon.

hope your ahma R.I.P

you must take good care & drink more water(:

iloveyou&imissyou.

**Wont be blogging as i cant use comp &

friendster will late reply of comment cause

soemthing went wrong in my comp x:

2008-08-22T17:20:00.000-07:00

ILOVEYOU

I back to blogging(:
finally prelim are over && i didnt do well ):
even my result are not out yet.
im gonna buck up real soon(:
NEED TO STUDY!
Nlvl are just 11days away ):
time files fast.
super stress b0ut everything.
Many thing been running thus my mind
been thinking all this while.
Im hoping everything will be alright
Thing are getting worst each day,
im trying not to think but i cant ):
Im showing that smile & laughter
cause i dont wish anyone to know whad happen.
Hoping b❤ will be fine & dont think much,
we cant predit whad will happen next derhs.
no matter what you still have your friend, family & me(:
Dont think so much lea, cherish whad you have now.
See-ing you like that really hurts me,
I know im just too lousy for you, maybe im not the girl you searching for.
i trying to treat you better & hoping you forgive me
I dont wish to hurt you or im being hurt again.
I give you chance & love you yet you ask those question me,
im not blaming you either.
sighs ): im hoping you believe this love.
Thank for your care & love,
I have so much to say to you burd i dont have the courage.
b❤ no matter you must take good care of yourself
&& cheer up alright? I dont wish to see you like that.
It really hurt me. CRY* I wont control you do what you want as long as you happy(:
Even how people gonna judge & say us i wont care
cause as long as we're happy(:
After exam head to look for ms lee & settle thingy,
Called b❤ && headed to hub to buy sushi for him(;
Went home bathe & comp for while && down to pass him
&& he called(: b❤iloveyou(:
so that my day, Im really hoping everything we be fine
cause im really stress lea.

**Sorry wont be blogging for the time being
as many thing are happening & im busy.
anything text & call me.

2008-08-11T22:00:00.000-07:00

GOH WEI HONG

GOHWEIHONG,

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO YOU(:

FOUND YOUR TRUE LOVE ;D

ENJOY YOUR DAY(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU(:

TAKE CARE (:

2008-08-11T21:39:00.000-07:00

GOODBYE

Sorry for not blogging the last few days ;O

as im lazy x: i wont be posting often as my exam is just new week

&& some other reason.

If only time rewind, i'll never let it happened

but sad to say it IMPOSSIBLE.

i hate being in this manner. I have learn my lesson

&& i PROMISE i wont do it anymore.

sighs ): i really dont know how to face you people anymore.

GIve me 1more chance & i wont repeat it again & again.

I just need this 1more chance, Will you give me?

sighs ): no matter what happen now,

all i can say is IM SORRY.

let this be the past & i want to start afresh.

Hai- no point saying it anymore,

what have happened, it wont rewind anymore.

sighs ): i regret for not listening & believing.

IM SORRY EVERYONE AGAIN ):

I ownt be blogging as exam is next week,

&& im gonna study hard real hard (:

good luck to me(: I wont be home so early

as im off to study & leave me alone ):

im real stress enough, im sorry

if i give you guy attitude as im not in the mood.

If there isnt anything important dont joke & fun with me,

i wont take it any longer.

whatever it is now, im real stress ._.

GOODLUCK MY FRIEND & TAKECARE (:

Dont ask me what happened, i wont tell

unless you are real closed to me, SORRY!

2008-08-08T23:25:00.000-07:00

IM MORE HAPPY LIKE BEFORE(:

Hellos(: earthling, Im back ;D

After such a long time.

cause was kinda busy wid stuff && some problem ;O

I decide to change my skins & song.

I know my blog is rotting but i cant help

as im so busy x:

I'll try to blog everyday if i can.

After such a long time, i've decided to give up on him

&& no longer loving him lea(:

Thank to those who have advise me to forget him (:

&& im happy without him too.

Never the less, I never forget anyone(:

Alright, bout sch.

Been in holiday mood even sch holiday have pass so long lea,

AFter thnking, i realise i have been missing out lotsa lesson

cause i wasnt paying attention, & my result is really bad ):

didnt dare to show parent burd in the end i saw that

he wasnt happy with it cause i get 12point.

SIgh ): im gonna work hard && never to slack/play anymore,

if not im sure to regret so much.

Day by Day pass & time isnt left much,

I MUST BUCK UP ON STUDY LEA!

wish me good luck (:

Nowdays, thing are getting worst

i dont know why!

i dont even unerstand what is happening, I dont even know what i want ):

I have been thinking all this time. WHat i can still do is nothing.

Thing been happening in school, i also dont know why.

i hope everything is alright & fine but it turns the other way round badly.

PLease please helkp me out! there canning session sue to some reason

&& sad to say i tear for them ): I hope they learn their mistake & change to the correct path (:

Been classmate for 4years, who wont cry? YOU TELL ME!

&& im happy that i celebrate my birthday this yeat without fail(:

Thank to cousin& parent, Even only my close friend celebrated with me(:

There so much fun & laughter during the ce;ebration(:

i'll never forget the day && im so happy that lionel, jestor, sean & syamim came (:

cause they didnt celebrate with me before(:

I SO OH TOUCH(: weeeees`

I have decide ti take up finance cause after my Nlvl,

even i left you friend, but my heart still have you guys,

but i hope you guys will understand derhs.

alright(: till here as im going out lea,

NIGHT & CARES(:

2008-06-15T00:18:00.000-07:00

CCKJ

CAVANCHIAKAIJIE{:

happy 16th birthday to you

&& f0und your wifey{:

may uer wish c0me true

STUDY HARD PLAY HARD{:

hope you lik ethe present yahs ;D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU{:

im s0ry t0 grab uer ph0t0 wid0ut telling ue yea .

enj0y uer birthday ;D

2008-06-15T00:03:00.000-07:00

Im alone without you

It father day & ahgong birthday{:

Happy father day to all father

Been having sleepless night this few days ,

my head are full of question .

sigh ): i d0nt kn0w what happened !

Been thinking all this while ,

I can be cold to you at times ,

but it hurt me lots to be cold to you.

Everywhere i go , every min , sec & hour im thinking of you ,

wonder are you back home yet ?

Are you safe at outside ?

Did you eat & take g00d care ?

Why am i so silly to care about you ?

Because i still love you .

I was so real mad at him & that why i act uep ,

You chose to believe him & not me .

SO why do you even bother ?

hais - you make so speecless .

n0wadays didnt sleep well & wake up quite early ):

as for today , wake uep at 9.30

was in a rush faster get ready & out i go .

Take bus to mrt station & headed to toa payoh

while heading to toa payoh kinda fed uep in the mrt siol !

cause i was sunburn & those people keep squeezing in

& abng on me & hit my hand , cause it still red ,

wtfcuk larhs !

nevermind . & ie was about to late

so cab to toa payoh sport hall as i dont know where the palce /:

&& it so nbear nia ! just 10min walk !

waste my money , nevermind .

reach there called my aunt & she bring me in .

Soon my cousin take to perform his taekawondo .

&& his challenging his friend , aged 7-9

&& guess what ? he came in second {:

&& he wasnt not hapy with it cause he wanted to get gold ,

so his coach said to him his mistake & he cried .

Coaches order mac delivery for us {:

AFter price giving over soon we left

to toa payoh had our lunch & shop for cloth

but didnt catch my eyye , we left to ahgong place{:

celebrate ahgong & father day ay ahgong house {:

had dinner wid ahgong , uncle . aunt & cousin {:

cut cake & soon we left .

That my day {:

1picture of my cousin with his friend & coach

photo of my cousin with his friend & coach {:

Happy birthday ahgong{:

I know you're going thus up & down .

You are ill now ,

I have visited you almost everyday

yet im upset for you toos .

My tears shed f0r you as see-ing you like this hurts me.

Even thought ue are old

but you derderve to enjoy life{:

Hoping you'll recover soon & success in uer operation ,

ahgong WO AI NI {:

2008-06-13T01:31:00.000-07:00

GOODBYE MY LOVE

I've been thinking thus all this while.

Did i treat him bad ?

Did i let him go ?

Did you left cause your feeling faded ?

Did you left cause you found others ?

Where were you when i needed you most ?

Did you keep your promise ?

Did you purposely break it ?

&& so on .

waiting for the answer in the air ,

You made me love you like a fool .

Being a doll to you .

Think twice before you do anything can ?

You hurt me so much that i didnt mention

but doesnt mean im alright ,

Lauging & smile doesnt mean im alright ,

Keep all in heart without showing out .

I care for you so much bur

just you didnt realise

&& you said i didnt care for you .

I did told you thingy , but you forgetton

&& you said i lie .

Is there trust & believe in us ?

I yern for your return

because i still love you like before .

You disappoint with those actions

the worst you lie again & again .

You make me hate you more !

I cant udnertsand what you actually want ,

at the moment you can be nice another moment you can change ,

What you trying to tell me ?

Im real tired enough boy .

can you please understand ?!

I wont blame you either cause

im in fault toos .

I regret for letting you go but

i didnt regret loving you.

can you make this my last love for you?

hais - im speechless to you now .

You choose to believe his word

& vent your angle at me .

But my reaction is nothing.

IF you think this is all i want ,

dhen FINE ! im speechless .

~~ue believe him but n0rt me~~

Im sorry friends & gans , I gona make this my last post .

Im real tired & stress .

Leave me all alone now , d0nt b0ther me .

Say goodbye loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

im just nobody to everyone ,

im transparent .

I need sometime know ,

LEAVE ME ALONE .

MSG & CALL WONT BE ENTERTAIN .

2008-06-10T18:04:00.000-07:00

Reynee her friend here .
Currently she is MIA & anything just leave her a msg in her tag((:
She wont be picking up calls & replying message.
So don't bother to call & message .
Take care friend & chao ((:

2008-06-03T01:01:00.000-07:00

让那爱痛都绝对

This post will be a long one ,

Every single words i said is what i've been hidden all along
I dont need anyone to pity me or somethings ,

blog is like those who writing their feeling in it.
What to say , i've disappointed everyone of you .

Esp my gans and those close-one,

Im greatly truly apologize.

Have i choosen the wrong path ?

Have i choosen the wrong desicion all along ?

Have i been loving a wrong guy ?

Have i been a bad gfriend ?

Am i not perfect enough for everyone ?

Is this a great sin for me to be born in this world ?

and so on & on .. Many qns and answer been waiting to fill up in the blank .

I thought i am strong and move on ,

i thought after i buried the memories everythings was fine again ,

i thought after i've delete everythings related to him

i'll live happily not remembering him anymore

but all these was a lies!

You know it's so hard sometime to put on a fake mask of happiness and smile on your face .

You know it's so hard sometime to forget someone

you really deeply in love with .

You know it's so hard sometime to accept somethings that's not yours .

It's hard and i have to face it alone .

i have to tell myself day and night saying it doest belong to me right from the start ,

i have to spend night time crying myself to sleep .

Each and every night without fail and woke up in nightmare crying .

How i wish sometime this pain could just go away ,

How i wish this love doest go deeper right from the start ,

how i wish i never met him ,

how i wish i wont fall in love with him ,

how i wish 14022005 story never began till 10042006 .
The greater disappointment i got is he believe his friend more then me .
He was once a good lover without them but what happened in the end he went astray after knowing them .

Where was him that i was first in everythings in his life,

they say guys get tired of you after sometimes.

Just when you give him all your heart and feeling in it,

He will ignore you,

treat you coldness and leave you aside .

Is this true that guys heart change fast than a day pass .

Is this true that guys are meant to be unfaithful creatures .

Why Why Why ,

Please prove to me that not all guys are .
Have been playing these two songs that in my blog everyday , whole day . everywhere i go ,

it's had never stop playing .

Close your eye and listen with feeling , you will feel the love of him singing in it.
I will only be back after I'm fine or perhaps never till i forget everythings
Shall stop it here & lastly
Thank for being there for me all these while and advice me . YOu'll never understand & how it feel deep down my heart .

ALl you did is to lie & lie .
DUMBASS } HIM i will miss you for sure , mark my words for it .
My gans , AMANDA , sweetheart and DEARBOY tooooo .
Thank for everythings and sorry for everythings

Nothing gonna change my mind & i'll be like this forever .

Goodbye everyone .

2008-06-02T03:16:00.000-07:00

SICK

Hellos(: earthling ,

Im back yahs ;D

as ie promise i'll post when im back (:

burd im kinda sick n0w .

Having flu & gastric pain ):

Once i'm recover will post again yahs .

Im s0ry x:

Im tired & fuck everythingy .

Why everyhtingy must happened ?

I really dont understans sigh ):

just leave me all alone for now .

2008-05-31T15:40:00.000-07:00

YOU LIE & LIE ,

Hellos(: im back blogging .

as i promised yah ;D

I know my blog is rotting .

This gonna be a short post

&& i'll post when im back yahs ;D

Past few days , thing isnt very right .

Thing happened & happened ,

I dont know . I cant help toos .

I have let it off , Im tired of it .

Thrus was dad birthday ,

WE did celebrate (:

& snap some photo {:

it been long since

i snap photo with daddy yahs ;D

BUt ie very unpleasant thhing that ,

after celelbrating daddy birthday ,

Some argument start & it quarreling

bewteen mom & bro

but everything was alright now (:

alright , im gona miss everyone badly

&& once im back will contact ue guys yahs ;D

leave me a tag (: alright here i end my post .

2008-05-26T17:10:00.000-07:00

Tag by amanda to do this (:

1. Who are you chatting with now ?
Hmms , cavan__ , hsinmin sistahs (: & cousin .

2. What you want most right now?
I only want true love right now x3

3. What going to happen tomorrow?
Have math tuition ):

4. DO you hate your friend sometime ?
yea , dislike x:

5. When do you wish to die ?
When it tie to & i'll will be gone x:

6. DO you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain ?
yea , not everytime (:

7. What impossible thing you wish to do ?
Be millionair & grant people wish (:

8. DO you believe in eternal love?
yea , i do (:

9. Will you wait for someone ?
YEs , i will & only HIM (:

10. What if you crush asked you out ?
NO , i don have crush (:

11. Describe you other half ?
I dont have other half /:

12. What feeling do you hate the most?
Being betray & backstab by my dearest friend /:

13. Do yo cherish every single friendship of yours ?
YEs , of cause (:

14. What're ya looking forward to in the coming weeks ?
Holiday trip xD

15.The most important thing in life ?
My family , friend , gan & HIM (:

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
My dearest friend , if could everyone whom i know (:

17. Do you find life meaningless?
errrr x: sometime /:

18.What have you been searching all this while ?
True love & HIM (:

19. List 1thing that you are scare of ?
Ghost /:

20. What your greatest wish ?
To be with him all my entire life (:

21. Where do you wish to go for your honeymoon ?
London & paris (:

INSTRUCTION : Remove 1 question from above & replace it with your own.
Tag 8people, list 'em at the end of the post. Notify 'em in thier chatbox & That they;ve been tagged (:

1. DON ` DEAR BOY
2. AMANDA ` BBT
3. JOLENE `
4. MING SHUANG ` DKA
5. HUILING ` DEAREST GF
6. LIEN ` BBF
7. SABRINA ` CRAZYGIRL
8.THAMARAI ` BLACK

2008-05-26T16:24:00.000-07:00

TIRED & STRESS

Hellos(:

Im back blogging cause im tired & stress .

Many thing happened these day ,

SIgh /; im stick everywhere i go ,

I just need silent from now & after .

I cant survive in this world with porblem .

I know by escaping from reality doesnt solve prob ,

But i serious need peace .

Everynight signle night before i go to bed

There always a problem

&& i acnt sleep with problem going on ,

i have to cry myself to sleep

cause it really matter me lots .

Im not ac ry baby but it really hurts so much to heard those thing ,

I wish thing will be alright soon ,

Living in this would . There is always a solution

yah , i blieve thing will be alrgith for me so soon .

Im tired & stress , lack of sleep & so on .

Tomorrow x'tra less0n start & i've got to drag myself outta bed

&& go for lesson if how tired am ie . SIGH ):

i wanna sleep !

Im gonna upload pic which i've kept for long yahs ;D

let the pic continue the talk (:

AS for today , I wil be satying for the whole day

cause very lazy to go out & don't know where to go

as tmr i've school needa sleep early today (:

RED IS THE COLOUR (:

HURTFUL-LIESX3.bs

I'm JOELYNN

MADNESS & CRAZYNESS (:

2008-05-25T01:03:00.000-07:00

EVERYTHING HAPPENED

Hellos(:

im back blogging again ,

Changed song & skins again

cause im sick of previous skin .

Home-d for the whole day & starring at the computer `

&& everything flash back agian ):

Many thing is in my mind i dont know what happening ,

Im tired of thinking & knowing .

Once again , I dream of him & it make me hurts & worst .

Saw him online & his nick really hurts mwe l0ts ,

Why must you be like that , when you know i still do love you ?

Do you know it hurts lots ? maybe , you wont .

WHy cant you just spare a thot for me ?

Letting me like made you happy ?

I dont know , i DOnt know !!

Nothing back us back again ,

we were once lover & now everything turn us into enermy ,

In your eye im transparent but in my eye you're still my love .

I've tried many way to make myslef busy & forget about you but i cant .

I dont wish to be like , it meaningless .

See-ing you gaming , smloking , sleeping , eating , outing & enjoying yourself

but what about me ?

Suffering, crying , thinking , missing evrything of it.

How would you feel ? You're numb again .

Im real cant afford to see you like this goes on ,

I cant blame you but myself

im in fault too & that lead us to like this .

Starring at my phone every moment && wish for your message & called

but none of yours .

EVerytime i receive message & miss call ie thot it was you

but im wrong isnt you is others .

BOY , you have your reason for being like this ,

I wish you realise how i feel .

&& hcange to better a boy i've once know .

Im going to be in state untill i've wake up from ervything .

I dont wish to see , heard & know everything ,

cause it only hurts me more .

DUring this holiday im gona back uep & study hard for my coming exam ,

no more computer & outing anymore .

I really have to buck up if not im coming to the end X:

yea ^^ i cant wait for anothe r6days && im leaving s'pore &&

once i've return from my trip im gona meet my BBT ofr sure (:

&& it promise (:

I'm tired & crying of everything .

See-ing everyone around me get to enjoy & wonder

but why cant i ?

sighs = im tired .

ohgod ohgod please take me away ~

im useless 7 meaningless that 2words descibe me /:

off to waste wash face & bed ,

NIGHT & SUGAR DREAM (:

ILOVEYOUBOY `

2008-05-23T12:30:00.000-07:00

SINGLE

Hellos(: im back blogging ^^

Previous 2post was target by DEARBOY & BBT [:

&& i post , see im guai kays ? {;

Yesterday visited ahgong in the morning cause didnt attend school

& left during noon as im very boring /:

Dad drive me back home & they left for cruise .

I get prepare & bathe again as it very hot /:

Reply all my comment & leave house to meet sweetheart <3

we headed to bank , j8 to eat lunch (:

&& shop while at j8 soon we left to far-east

to look for my thing but i didnt manage to get

&& is give up for looking it /:

we walked & chatted while walking to cineleisure

&& time pass so fast . We take neo-print (:

&& yes , I LOVE IT !

headed to hereen after dhat ,

&& we decided to head to bugis (:

bought my watch & sweetheart bought her dress

we went to look sround & saw many ting we liked but we didnt managed to buy `

Soon time up eat dinner & we left x:

Sweetheart headed to city hall to meet her mom & i headed home (:

&& OMFG ! i took train wrongly fro 2time man !

wasted my time -.-

&& dhat bloody aunty hit my phone & drop

she didnt even apologise , FUCK MAN !

nevermind forget it ! top - uep my card & headed home ,

was tired rush to bathe & pray & comp .

after replying all comp went to sleep (:

As for today . Will be visiting ahgong && back h0me ,

night will be visiting my godmather (:

&& comp , sleep , com & sleep (;

yea ^^ dhat all `

holiday started but i wil be having x'tra lesson ):

oh god ! im tired i need x'tra sleep !

2008-05-23T11:30:00.000-07:00

Name 20 people you can think of right now.
Don't read the questions until you've named the 20 people.
At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.

1. Don Gao
2. Amanda Lee
3. Sabrina See
4. Shue Lien
5. Ho Yong Sheng
6. Hwee Hoon
7. Chua Hui Ling
8. Sean Tan
9. Irwin Gan
10. See Wei Lun
11. Koh See Kiat
12. Hsin Min
13. Tan Shi Hao
14. Thamarai
15. Rachael
16. Rui Xuan
17. Yi Jun
18. Syamim
19. Ming Shuang
20. Jolene

How did you meet [14]?
duh ~ school .

What would you do if you never met [1]?
OMG ! I will be alone ):

What if [9] and [20] dated?
It impossible , They both have stead (:

Will [6] and [17] date?
As if ! They're n0rt lesbian .

Describe [3]
She my CRAZYGIRL <3>

When is the last time you spoke to [13]?
WED ; in school , YESTERDAT ; msn x:

What is [2]'s favourite band/singer?
Hms , Dont really know /:

Would you ever date [4]?
OMG ! neua c0s he is my BBF (:

Would you ever date [1]?
NO . We're dating evry second , minute & EVERYDAY (: ahhhas `

[19] single?
How would i noe X:

What is [10]'s last name?
Wei Lun

Would you ever be in a relationship with [11]?
OMFG ~ neua will ie cause he is a joker (:

School of [3]?
Always strive for the best AMKSS

Where does [6] live?
5 Room flat (:

What is your favourite thing of [5]?
His smlie & argue wid him xP

Have you ever seen [2] naked?
NO , NEVA WILL I !
She is my precious one (:

5 People to do this quiz :
1. AMANDA LEE
2. MING SHUANG
3. CHUA HUI LING
4. SHUE LIEN
5. GOH HWEE HOON

I promise dearboy to do this (:
cause he force me to do /:

2008-05-22T12:00:00.000-07:00

#1. If your lover betrayed you , what your reaction ?
of cause I will asked why? If he chose not to answer or lie to me
too bad i will be cold toward him & ignore him from now onward (:

#2. If you can have a dream come true , What could it be ?
True - Love exist xP

#3. What your dream wedding be like?
At the sentosa beach , with ton of people & friend (:

#4. Are you confused as what lies ahead of you?
yea ^^ maybe .

#5. What your ideal lover like ?
Kind hearted , Loving , Caring , Honest , Trustworthy , not flirter & hardworking(:

#6. Which is more blessing , love someone or being love by someone ?
hms , Love someone & someone to love the way i love them (:

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love ?
Life-time .

#8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?
Most of all , Give up hope on , Bless them to stay happy together .
See-ing them happy make me happy too (:

#9. Is these anything that made you unhappy these day?
Attitude people , liar & heartbreaker .

#10. What do you want most in life ?
Happy , no hurts & loved by him (:

#11. Is being tag fun ?
Hms , alright (:

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
I wont know hwat will happened in ten tears time.
I maybe gone /:

#13. WHo are currently the most important people to you?
Family , friend & gan Those we closed to me (:

#14. WHat kind of people do you think the person who tagged you is ?
er x:

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor ?
I would rather be single & rich because when you are married ,
if anything occurs & lead to divorce . SIngle is better (:

#16. If i could have any animal for a pet, WHat would it be ?
hms , hamster (:

#17. WHat are the one thing you perfer not to to ?
I perfer not to go to school ):

#18. What kind of person do you think you are ?
treat me the way you're & you will be treated back the way (:

#19. WHat do you define as a bad day?
Whenone spoilt my day in the morning

#20. If you choose bewteen love(as in boy-girl relationship) and friendship , what would it be ?
Friendship - Cause it last longer then bgr , After a breaking wif g/bf it hurts lots .

I was target by amanda to do this (:

my next target ;
1. DON GAO
2. MING SHUANG
3. HUI LING
4. LIEN
5. SABRINA

2008-05-20T22:30:00.000-07:00

LOVE

Hellos(: Shall not say what i did actually

cause it like daily cycle yahs ;D

my post wont be bored & so on .

After school accompany THAMBLACK x3

t0 her h0use near by sh0p

she treat us water (: intend to called her bro

but when we turn her bro was behide us

&& she chatted for awhile .

Decided to go hub as it very hot ,

Shop for up coming birthday gift

&& we decided what to buy (:

After which buy food

to fill our empty stomach & shop .

yea ^^ headed home .

Help mom with house work && bathe (:

&& went to have nap && do homework (:

Now blogging (: somwthing wrong with my comp

SOn't know what wrong , kinda sot sot /;

will upload pic when my comp is fix again ):

tomorrow will be visiting prison && ya ^^

we have waited for long /: it finally (:

Wont be home early && thursday not going sch

caused im very tired & friday swim (:

Here i end ,

NIGHT & SUGAR DREAM

TAEK CARE x3

2008-05-19T23:30:00.000-07:00

LEAVE BEHIDE

Hellos(:

Didnt blog for days due to some reason `

NOthing much really happened .

Been out for days since friday `

Pic aret aken & im lazy to upload .

Will upload once im not laz yahs ;D

Have been having nightmare for days

sighs - I dont wish it gona turn out to be true .

I am ears you talk on.

The arms you hug on.

The shoulders you cry on.

But the heart that’s not loved on.

IM VERY TIRED & CONFUSED ~

ONLY IF CARE & CONCERN ,

NOTHING WILL TURN OUT TO BE LIKE THIS .

I CANT BLAME YOU EITHER BOTH PARTIES ARE AT FAULT TOOS .

YOU CHOSE TO IGNORE AT THE END

WHY DID YOU TELL HIM INSTEAD OF ME ?

YOU ALWAYS PROMISE & SAY THING &

YOU SAID YOU WONT BREAK MY HEART

BUT IN THE END ?

YOUR WORDS MEAN NOTHING AT ALL

YOU KEEP ME IN DARK & WONDER ,

WHY CANT YOU JUST FACE THE FACT ?

IM GETTING EACH DAY

THIG CHNAGE & CHANGE ,

I DONT UDNERSTAND .

IHATEYOUBOY!

OFF TO MY LALLALANDS

NIGHT & SUGAR DREAM
CARES

SUPERLOVE&MISS

2008-05-16T20:19:00.000-07:00

FCUK EVERYTHING !

Hellos (:

During sci dearboy & bbf playing f0rh 2 period -.-

After school head to water cooler && refill water

Crazygirl reachhed && we headed to KFC forh lunch

Something disgusting happened -.=

bbf split saliver onto dearboy hair `

OMFG ! erxiin larhhs !

We gossip about others many unseen happened ,

we didnt thot of it will happened .

While playing al the while ,

&& something happened bewteen thamBLACK & CRAZYGIRL `

here the conversation ;

WE WRE PLAYING `

DUNO HUR HIT THAMBALCK EYE `

SHE WENT TOILET STRAIGHT `

WE WENT TO TOILET TO LOOK FOR HERE ,

WHILE WALKIGN WE SAID ;

ME : She go home le larhs

CRAZYGIRL: immposiible larhs , she were got so xiao qi ?

WENT IN TO TOILET .

CRAZYGIRL ; I didnt even hit your eye , before i hit you , you alreadi cover your eye .

THAMKBLACK ; GOt lorhs , you hit my eye lerhs ! i didnt cover lorhs `

CRAZGIRL ; You got cover lorhs , you started first de what !

CRAZYGIRL ; ni ya0 wan shu liao jiu wan bu qi ( You want yo play & you lose you cant take it that you lose)

THAMBLACK ; bu yao gen wo wan larhs ! SHOUT ** ( Dont play with me)

Me ; You going home le right ?

THAMBLACK ; YEAH ! SHOUT **

CRAZYGIRL; yah larhs yah larhs !

THAMBLACK ; WHATEEVR ! SHOUT **

SHE GIVE ATTITUDE & WALK OFF ,

WTHELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLl .

everyone looking ` okays larhs !

Im stuck in the middle of them ,

You two just apologize jie mei shi le marhs !

walked around hub have so much fun && we headed NEBO

wanted to play board games &

DEARBOY & ME order ice cream & CRAZYGIRL order waffle .

We asked for games && at the end we didnt get to play cause

we need to pay $8 per person in order to play .

WTFUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ! so exp .

we chatted & sms , soon we left &&

wanted to go to playground near 700c but people were there

so we decide to go 300+ && play (:

&& we play catching , && i lose -.-

wthellllllllllllll ! they are too pro larhs ,

i cant catch them cause they keep jumping i dont dare -.-

While playing i;ve the pain inmy heart & hard to breath

But i just keep quite & contiune to play

cause it long time once .

&& they said : if i didnt catch anyone by 6 im turtle .

OMG ! && im TURTLE X:

headed home & comp & now blogging `

Okays till here cause kinda tired .

Off to tv & homwork (:

Anything just call & text me yahs :D

TAKE CARES & NIGHT

SUGAR DREAM

ILOVEYOU&IMISSYOU(:

lastly , see kiat candid shot while jonathan act sleeping

he didnt realise that & i've edit-ed the photo for him (:

JONATHAN , thinking of gena .

2008-05-15T18:33:00.000-07:00

HURTS

Hellos(:

Sorry didnt post for days i guess

cause busy with my studies & stuff .

Change skin & song again [:

but there is error for my song code

Will get it done soon yahs :D

Nothing much happened ` gona lead a simply life (:

finally we msg agens & im happy ,

he asked me 1question , I shall not said what he asked .

I dont wish to hurt & left the burden in him ,

Is not i want to lie to you , i just dont wish to say & make you down .

I just wanna suffer alone ^ not to drag you down with me.

Im sorry if it hurts you .

Sometime see-ing me laugh , smile & those fun isnt the right inside me ,

I've so much to say to you but i just dont know how to start with either.

There is many hidden thing i hide from you guys ,

I have been keeping it to myself for reason.

I've to suffer all alone && maybe forever .

There is always a chance for me to go & cure , But i dont wish to live any longer

I hurt people around me see-ing me like that , I dont wish to .

I will have to go if i really need to go , there is possible no cure for it .

sighs ! i just hate this illness in me sighs ):

i just need time to forget everyhting , after reading those letter & answering those called

ache & tears rolled down . WHY ? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dont want to be like this either , && i need to visit hosp monthly ,

sighs - IF only you understand but you're totally not .

Im telling myself we isnt together before , we never held each other hand ,

we didnt went out , we didnt even started ! but i cant ,

RAINTEARS FALL ON ME && TEARS ROLLED DOWN ;

I CANT DENY I STILL LOVE YOU .

2008-05-12T22:11:00.000-07:00

HATRED

HELLOS(:

leave sch at 1230pm t0 visit bro

burd it fails cause ie wasnt well

&& so hamah & anuty visit him for this week

&& ie promise to visit him next month :D

reached home bathe & slept

comp & dinner (:

im getting more & more tired each day ,

why cant you simply understand ?

Those hurts & sadness .

YOU CHANGE CHANGE ! i hate the way you're now !

Those promise you made , ARE ALL LIE !

LIAR ! LIAR ! LIAR !
evrything changed , i dont know why eaither .

GET THIS CLEAR !!!!!!

I'VE SAID FROM THE START ,

THIS IS MY BLOG (: I BLOG WHATEVER I WANT

IS DOESNT CONCERN YOU WAHT I POST ,

IT MY PROB & MY BUSINESS TO POST WHAT I WANT ,

OF YOU DISLIKE & HATE ME

JUST KINDLY FUCK OFF & DONT VIEW ,

I DIDNT ASKED YOU TO VIEW & COMMENT .

JUST KEEP YOUR BLOODY COMMENT TO YOURSELF !

ALRIGHT ?! THIS IS MY BLOG & TEHRE IS NO NEED FOR YOU TO CARE !

CANT YOU MIND UER PROB ?!

IT NOT YOUR PROBLEM WHY DO YOU NEED TO CARE ?!

IS MY PROBLEM THAT I & HIM STEAD & BREAK ,

WHY CANT YOU JUST SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH !

IM TELLING YOU THIS ; YOU'RE A FCUKER WITH A TROUBLEMARKER MOUTH !

GET IT?!
YOU DONT HAVE TO READ & VIEW MY BLOG EVERYTIME , && CHECK ON ME

IM NOT YOUR WHO OR DOG EITHER .

IS UP TO ME TO BUY OR NOT BUY FOR YOU , IS MY MONEY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IS TEHRE ANYTHINGY WRONG WITH MY PHOTO?!

IS MY PHOTO NOT YOURS WHY YOU CARE ?

JUST KINDLY FUCKER OFF !

MAMA HIGH PAPA FLY ~

DONT GO OVER THE LIMIT ALRIGHT , ONCE MORE

NOTHING GONNA LET ME LET GO OG YOUR FUCKER !

JUST KEEP YYOUR BLOODY COMMENT !

2008-05-11T23:12:00.000-07:00

IF ONLY YOU KNOW

hELLOS (:

Sleep tis m0rning at 5am & wake up 1pm

kinda tired & unwell .

Bugis shopping was cancel && dinner was cancel toos .

Stay home the whole day comp & sleep .

That my day , Hvae a big arguement wid mommy

cause i didnt wanna go school tomorrow

hais - asked daddy to write letter to teacher

for letting em off early (:

change my friendster skins & song as well as blog song(:

Okays till here cause needa help friend edit friend (:

Goodnight everyone (:

Sugar dream & cares

ILOVEYOU&

IMISSYOU(:

not forgetting HIM* && esp my BBT AMANDA ; MAMATO

DEARBOY , CRAZYGIRL , BEAN & AHBLACK

2008-05-11T00:00:00.000-07:00

THE LOVE

JOELYNLIM!

I know it suck to tolerate & wait.

I know you cant bear to let him go.

I know you keep asking yourself why does this happen ?

Why does it seem like when you start to accpet him , he just turn back & leave ?

It always unfair to you because he doesnt even bother.

You've been waiting for his calls & messages.

You even keep thinking how he reply or hope that he could reply * this & that

*( whatever you want lahs)

In the end, When you check for your hp to see if there's any message,

Even if there's someone messaging you, it isnt him.

For awhile,it's as if there a hard impact on me.

It's as if, the "building" you've been creating fall down.

Why was he the one who made crash?

Like the Osama Bin Laden

Totally untrue for you cause it's unexpected thing.

Just when you thought that he is the one, he just did all this to me.

You just got alot of thingy to tell him.

You thought & everyhting about him.

But you just couldn't find the right time.

If even so, you are afraid that by telling him all those, you misght lose him?

*(I ONLY GOT THIS FEELING AT ALL TIME)

What does he wants?

What does he really wants from me?

The thought I had given everything to him

I cant hang on it's anymore.

No one will wait forever.

One day, I will eventually leave him.

How long can I tolerate?

How long can I wait ?

How long can you be understand ?

How long can youd eceive yourself ?

I wont ask myself not to cry anymore.

I know how it feels.

I know it hurts terribly.

I went through it earlier then you by days.

I went through just last week.

I know I cry like there's no tomorrow till my eyes get swollen.

Everything I do just remind me of him.

I undersatnd it.

It's even weird like even when I got " them & ahem "

I still want to break down & cry.

It lik ethis!

Because just like you, I break at time even thought I know nothing it gona change

it since you have chnaged.

NO matter what I will wait & love you all along

Those promise & memories is kept in my heart

You're MISSED & LOVED by me

2008-05-09T15:00:00.000-07:00

I MISS YOU

Sitting cold & alone in my room,

Thinking everything is fine, they just assume.

I can feel the claws rubbing up my spine,

Only a narrow tunnel I can see light shine.

My brain is telling me away from the light,

But my heart say its the only way to save my life.

So how they know I wont put out the blade,

In my own blood I wont bathe.

I wish I could but I made a promise,

I cant start people getting suspicious.

My thraot have swollen with need to breath,

All of this warning I didnt not heed.

I am the only prisoner in my own dungeon,

Wish I could fly away like a pigeon.

But no I'm stuck in this damned hole,

I want to start over, like a different role.

This creature need to die, even its by me,

It needs to be killed to end its misery.

My hands cant move because of hammer & nails,

Maybe, Somwhow I can build a boat & sail.

And maybe also, I can put out this flame,

Then I'm the only ob here to put blame.

Look, someone here to take my hand,

Take me away to another land.

Help my mind soar away,

Then in my box I can lay.

Then it will all come to an end,

All of your love, I hope you will send.

A very nice, sad poem.

Cold , lost & confused. with mixed feeling.

well, I guess you'll be like this.

Don't be sad.

Everything will turn out to be fine.

Let nature take course(:

2008-05-08T18:09:00.000-07:00

FCUK IT .

Hellos(: Earthling(:

Everything is bothering me ,

I don't know why . hais -

Why cant thing just happened to others ,

but me ? why ? I don't understand .

FInally today is the day i go home straight ,

While on my way home saw HSINMINbirdbird (:

Everything is on my mind , I cant stop thinking about it .

Whenevr i tthink it really hurts me lots .

I really dont undertsand , why cant people just face the problem ,

always the other party have to face for them ,

They are so selfish of themselves .

sighs - shoo fuck fly larhs !

Yesterday night after all my thinking ,

why must dad suffer & pay up those thing

when it not even him who owe the money .

sighs - helping dad & mom side his bro .

wtfck ! let the matter be && im gona help dad all along .

yesterday he called me again && told him the answer & he ws ahurt ,

IM SORRY BOY , you;ve gotta move on without me .

Just hoping my illness will cure so soon , i hate being in this way ,

sigh)X why must i born in this manner to suffer ?!

i hate it god . god oh god , please taek my life away

I hate my life & myself . I dont wish to live any longer

&& give people around me those burden . PLEASE !

leave me alone for now , I dont wish to talk to anyone .

LET THE PICTURE DO THE TALKING

2008-05-07T18:30:00.000-07:00

AMANDA ; MY LOVE (:

AMANDA ; MY LOVE

touch to see you photo here ?

ahhhhas , lols !

No matter what i will always be there for you

Whenever you need someone (:

ALways think & look at the positive side ,

See-ing you like that hurts mwe )X

Im so superduper SORRY about that day

that i didnt pick up your call .

PROMISS YOU , i will visit you real soon (:

YOU ARE LOVBE & MISS ,

cute lahs you .

I WANNA MESS YOUR ROOM (:

&& GONA BEAT YOUR BACKSIDE (:

ahaaas ; l0ls !

I LOVE YOU MORE & MORE <3

07may2008 ; .0540 pm

WE ARE LOVED <3

**Sorry for not telling you that i took

your photo without asking you .

2008-05-07T18:01:00.000-07:00

BFF (:

mr BEAN :D

Glad to see your photo ?

ahaaas ; l0ls !

Stop saying "she" my BFF hors ,

neva uhs - is "she" talk to me derh hors .

I wont care derh uhs -

even "she" wanna break us apart is neva the day .

YOU'RE MY BFF (:

SUPERDUPER LOVE&MISS YOU LAS .

mr BEAN && PIG (:

2008-05-07T17:37:00.000-07:00

FALL IN LOVE

Hellos , earthling

Im back && is like finally [:

My comp is fixed by last few days

Just that im kinda lazy to update .

Recently been many thing to catch up &&

ie l0st $50 in class , sighs X:

curse the pers0n m0tehr father die mamasi !

Didnt tell my parent about it cause they will nag me ,

isnt the 1st time i lost my thing in school .

Never will i bring that much money to school any longer .

Alright trying my best to forget about it && thank those fucker

with big mouth keep saying non-stop

&& please stop aksing me , ie wont answer you anymore .

Don't know what happened to me this few days , Mood swing ?

I dont know , I dont know I dont know .

Just mind your words what you're saying to me ,

you might just go over limit && i will burst .

Dont blame me if i shout & scold you cause you must be aware

SO what if im attitude ? There nothing to do with you people ,

You can dont talk to me at all , it your decision alright ?

IF you think im showing you attitude , then it just your problem .

In the first place if you didnt started all this , will i ?

NO , I wont .

cause you never even care about me ,

what is inside me you never know .

I never want to show out so doesnt mean

im laughing & smile-ing away means im alright .

So make up your lil mind & be aware (:

Leave me alone all you people want ,

Hate me all you people want ,

Spread about me all you want ,

IS ALL YOU BUSINESS

cuase it doesnt even affect me .

2008-05-07T16:58:00.000-07:00

the con with AMANDA ; MY LOVER

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Kuai dian lai meet wo leh ;x
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
I will wait till you free de k
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
okays (: i now aday keep got tuition dao i very tired ler , sch tuition sch tuition i will die
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
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wait you dun have
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okays (:
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
i wanna mess your room (:
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhhhas ,,
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
taoyan la bbt !
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhhhas (:
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
really larhs , you let me mess i will LOVE you more(: ahhhas .
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Woahs still got like that sia !
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhhas , let me mess & ie will kiss ue , ahhhhhas .
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Woahs
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sure ar :x
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhhhhhhhas !
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
i will harts & love you the most (:
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhhhhas ,
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hahas oh really ah .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
yep ^^ dont be touch , ahhhhhas /.
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LOL !
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Hw can i nt be touch la bbt .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
hahas i love you
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
yepp ^^ reali marhs ?
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Hahs yeahs of cause really .
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(:
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
yepp ^^
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
7may2008 ; 5.40pm ` WE Are loved (:
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
AHHHAS .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Actually we super super long liao luh bbt :x
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Lols !
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YEAPP (: we are going crazy larhs ,
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Lols !
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Yeahs
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meet liao must take alot of pics (:
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xDDDD
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
yeapps(:
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
sure neis (:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
where bbt stay ar .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hahas .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ang mo kio , ue neis ?
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Woahwoahs , so far ar .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
I tampines : D
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Lols
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
okays , very far X:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hahas .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
No la .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
singapore so small sia , one dot nia :x
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
nevermind , no matter how far we still meet
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ya larhs , go out till sian also , shopping stuff almost the same derhs .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hahs yea lo yea lo .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhhhas , im gonna make myself free real soon && i cant wait to mess your room
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhhhas xPPPPPP
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hahahs
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
mess my room u sooooo happy ar .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hor BBT ?
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhhhhas , then when you tidy up i beat your backside (: ahhhas ,
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
lols .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
ROARS !
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Bleahhhs !
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Bbt hen naughty sia .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhhhhas , kiss uer ass (:
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
hao larhs mai saie me hearless , dhen kiss uer kiss larhs (:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
hahahs !
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
U say one ar
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhhhas , later u fang pi arhs - ahhhas
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
ROARS !
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
See which friday u come my hse ok .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
cause sat u no sch right ?
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Yeahs , easier luh ,
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
(:
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
okays (: sat morning gort tuition arhs .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
10pm - 12.30
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
10am*
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Woahs !
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
i will siao arhs ,
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Then see which sat uh
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Or sunday
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Lols !
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
friday better (:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
orhs , hao bahs
U tell me which fri lo
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
okays `
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hahahs DD
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
yeapies (:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hahas u say want kiss me de ar .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Lols :x
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
I will wait de
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
haiyo , later uer mother say we lesbian .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hahahs .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
She wunt say anything de if girl come my hse
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Lols .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhhhas (:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
xDDD
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
uer marmhies neva work de arhs ?
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
My mummy ar ?
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hmms .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
got is got .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
tuesday lo
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
okays(:
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
I LOVE YOU LAS .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
I love you too laaa
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Die liao
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
i think i love you more and more :x
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
dont think of boy dao forget mwe arhs , i will heartbr0ken derh lerhs . )X
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ue forget me i will suicide & )X
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
No la .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
I wunt de ok !
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
I sooooo wuxim laaaa * touches my heart *
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhas . die arhs .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
okays , sure bo ?
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Sure
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Cnt die !
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
I wunt forget you de .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
xD
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
whas, gan dong siol . love me more & more .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
I LOVE YOU MORE LAS .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hahahs !
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Of cause
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Will love you more and more luh
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hahas .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
xD
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
yahs , I LOVE YOU MORE & MORE (:
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
I LOVE YOU (: I LOVE YOU NIA LERHS .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hahahahs !
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
xDDDD
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Weeees
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
love you dao wanna save all your photo in my phone lahs .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hahahs
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Wahs ,
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
ltr no more space sia !
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Lols .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
have lorhs , my phone very lil thing dehrs.
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hahahs !
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Serious ar .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
:x
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
I so gandong cans !
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
i gort heart de hors .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
I know , if nt u wunt be here typing le luh BBT
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhhhhas (: better then liang (: ahhhhhhhhas .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Lols ! Of cause .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
(:
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
hhhas , uer house got dog arhs ?
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Yeahs : D
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
die arhs , i scare of dog X: bu yao laugh !
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Haiyo .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
no need scared de .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
(:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
I protect BBT
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
later i will jump & shout like hell .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hahs ! Anyhw only .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
rreally , dont believe you asked my bro .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
I nvr say i dun believe you la bbt hahas DD
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhhas , later your mama chase me out arhs .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
No la .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
she wunt de
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhhhas ,
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
perfectcoach.blogspot.com he so gay siol , my class dehs .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hahahs !
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Why say he gay lehs .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
dame gay not only i say .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
LOL !
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
later you see liao you fall in love eith him arhs X:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
eeeeyers .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
i go see .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
eeee gay .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
:x
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhhhas , lover bu ke yi love him hors .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhhhas , my LOVER (:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hahas !
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Wooots , from BBT - Lover liao ar .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
then after that is what
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hahs !
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhas , you got boy & forget mwe , so will be enermy . cos he snatch you from me . ahhhas .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
LOL !
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
eeeyer.
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
i dunwan be enemy with bbt )):
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
okayyys (: ahhhhhhhhas .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
kiddinq nia (:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Hhahs
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
i gonna log out 7 )X
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Wa , hao la .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahahhas /
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
ahhhas ! my blog gort prob siol .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
Haiyoyo .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says:
i post lerh dhen keep scheduled
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says:
>< ·
$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: Sot diao .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: See , same as you .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: sot de . BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: yah larhs .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: :x
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: orh orhs , ue notti saie i sot nevermind .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: no kiss for you (: bleahs .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: Hahahs ! BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: bleahs , no kiss (:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: BOOOO .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: U she de meh :x BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: she ? what she ?
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: I mean u bear to meh ·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: Hahas ;D BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: okays . SHE DE (:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: Woahs
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: so bad .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: Lols .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: ahhhas , ue saie me bad )X cry
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: No kiss ):
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: I more sad .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: Lols .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: no sad (: cause ie LOVE UE .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: xDD
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: Hahas .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: I love you too , BBT BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: HAPPY CAUSE I WANNA MESSY UER ROOM (: BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: tOUCH CAUSE IM IN LOVE WID UE (:
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: ahhhas ,
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: U MUST BE HAPPY CAUSE I MESS UER ROOM (: BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: U MUST NOT BE SAD CAUSE I LOVE UE
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: YOU MUST BE TOUCH CAUSE IM IN LOVE WITH YO (: ·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: Hehs , hao la BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: YEA ^^ i win (:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: ROARRRS ! Badd . BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: who say i bad ?
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: Ghost :x BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: orhs AMANDA IS A GHOST (:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: (:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: Good right .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: can haunt ppl BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: uer head arhs . me yao lai zha00 w0 . ·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: LOL ! ·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: I wunt la . ·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: xD
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: ahhhahas ,uer're talking rubbish .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: ue ghost ie go your house tio uer virus ie die arhs .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: Hahahs .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: Die lo :x BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: okays , ie god ie now . byeeeeeeeeeeee (:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: CANNOT !
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: I wunt let bbt die de la . ·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: hahas silly . BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: ue say die lo .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: I where bear to . BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: you asked me die dhen say i silly . funny la ue .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: Lols :} BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: of cause you bear to cause ue're in love with gay
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: EEEEEEEEEEE .
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: I dun have hor . BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: gort hors , dumb birdbird AMANDA love GAY dhen bu ai wo )X BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: left 13min we jiu cant chat ler . ·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: Eeeyers. ·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: i angry liao la . ·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: i where got love gay . ·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: GRR .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: ahhhhas , kidd nia uhs .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: bendan , mai angry i love you larhs (:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: ROARS . BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: angry jiu bu mei lerhs .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: you angry ie let you bit me (:
·$01 -/ ❤ ·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: Lols .
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: ahhhas , see i so good (: ·$01 -/ ❤
·$#FF69B4·@Withloves·@ ; ·$#C0C0C0mamato ·$00 says: Hahas
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: ahhhhhas . 9:
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: (: yao bu ke yi chat ler
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: i lOVE YOU LAS !
BLEEDSx3CUTS`} ie dhu wish t0 heard , kn0w & think anythinq ` iemGONEf0rhn0w ` bid g00dbye & kiss g00dbye ` says: where you go ?!

Was worry for her lahs , sudden b0 chat && finally she back (:
guess what ? she went to bath (: ahhhhhas .

2008-05-07T16:50:00.000-07:00

AMANDA ; MY LOVE(:

AMANDA ; MY LOVE
touch to see you photo here ?
ahhhhas , lols !
No matter what i will always be there for you
Whenever you need someone (:
ALways think & look at the positive side ,
See-ing you like that hurts mwe )X
Im so superduper SORRY about that day
that i didnt pick up your call .
PROMISS YOU , i will visit you real soon (:
YOU ARE LOVBE & MISS ,
cute lahs you .
I WANNA MESS YOUR ROOM (:
&& GONA BEAT YOUR BACKSIDE (:
ahaaas ; l0ls !
I LOVE YOU MORE & MORE <3 size="1">**Sorry for not telling you that i took
your photo without asking you .

2008-05-07T16:30:00.000-07:00

mr BEAN :D ; MY BFF (:

mr BEAN :D
Glad to see your photo ?
ahaaas ; l0ls !
Stop saying "she" my BFF hors ,
neva uhs - is "she" talk to me derh hors .
I wont care derh uhs -
even "she" wanna break us apart is neva the day .
YOU'RE MY BFF (:
SUPERDUPER LOVE&MISS YOU LAS .
mr BEAN && PIG (:

2008-05-07T16:00:00.000-07:00

Hellos , earthling
Im back && is like finally [:
My comp is fixed by last few days
Just that im kinda lazy to update .
Recently been many thing to catch up &&
ie l0st $50 in class , sighs X:
curse the pers0n m0tehr father die mamasi !
Didnt tell my parent about it cause they will nag me ,
isnt the 1st time i lost my thing in school .
Never will i bring that much money to school any longer .
Alright trying my best to forget about it && thank those fucker
with big mouth keep saying non-stop
&& please stop aksing me , ie wont answer you anymore .
Don't know what happened to me this few days , Mood swing ?
I dont know , I dont know I dont know .
Just mind your words what you're saying to me ,
you might just go over limit && i will burst .
Dont blame me if i shout & scold you cause you must be aware
SO what if im attitude ? There nothing to do with you people ,
You can dont talk to me at all , it your decision alright ?
IF you think im showing you attitude , then it just your problem .
In the first place if you didnt started all this , will i ?
NO , I wont .
cause you never even care about me ,
what is inside me you never know .
I never want to show out so doesnt mean
im laughing & smile-ing away means im alright .
So make up your lil mind & be aware (:
Leave me alone all you people want ,
Hate me all you people want ,
Spread about me all you want ,
IS ALL YOU BUSINESS
cuase it doesnt even affect me .

BOOK OF LOVE(:

2008-04-26T13:40:00.000-07:00

BOOK OF LOVE

Hellos earthling :D

This will be my last post

tmr my comp will be service

DEADLY IM GONA MISS MY COMP

&& today wont be using comp

as im going for a hair cut &&

i believe my hair will look weird

cause it gona be short (:

yeah ^^ im a good girl (:

LMAO =.-

Yahhs (:

Im glad now (:

Hoping i & him will be back .

lil precious boy , i know you gona see this .

Smoke lesser & concentrate on your studies yeahs (: ?

You told me you don't know how to study .

You've to revise thus your work alright ?

I don't know why you change lots .

&& simply love the way he treat me (:

Gona look forward of my day (: & enjoy .

TO THOSE USELESS LIFE & TROUBLEMARKER ;

im not gona care much of the fooking problem

go ahead & create trouble as if we care.

OUT FOR MY HAIR CUT & STUFF

IM GONA MISS MY BLOG & FRIEND BADLY .

FRIENDS & LOVER OUTA DHERE ,

ANYTHING CONTACT ME THUS PHONE &

GET MY NUMBER FROM FRIENDS YAHS :D

I PROMISE TO BLOG ONCE MY COMP IS REPAIR (:

TAKE CARES & SUGAR DREAM `

LAST LOGN WID YOUR GIRL/BOY (:

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEES ~

YOU'RE MISS & LOVE BY ME (:

2008-04-26T13:30:00.000-07:00

SHUT THE FUCK UP

Please think back ,

Who started it first ?

We just join them for fun & didnt talk to you

cause we have nothing to say to you .

&& you didnt come school ,

You have the guard to post at your blog

WE ARE DOG & FUCKER ?!!

get this line ?

If we are DOG & FUCKER , how about yourself ?

We did no wrong but to let you do that to us ,

You dream on . OHPLEASE !

If you were us & we did that to you ,

How would you feel ?

We have feeling & so on .

Animal & humana re different but are alive .

We didnt tot of making the matter worst

but you go over the limit ,

You even used mr ong to lie to us .

We trust you all along && you said you :

Badminton player are using the gym at 3.30pm

so we left && WHAT HAPPENED ?

This gym room belong to the school not you ,

You cant we go to the gym room ? xplain to us !!!

you kept saying this & that , who can take it ?

Ya , we undertsand why he hate him so much

but that doesnt mean you can anyhow vent your anger .
If you really hate that person doesnt we must hate him too .

Right ? We didnt intend to called you ah gua .

But after all you're spreading rumous .

You said that many people say they are ah gua ,

at the end people come telling us you're the one who is saying.

Ya, we mind what you say.

Go ahead & create problem for us .

You will see what happened at the end .

We lose nothing but yourself .

2008-04-25T22:18:00.000-07:00

HOPING YOU'RE RIGHT BESIDE

This could be the end, it looks as though you've let go. I try to see just what it's worth and why I'm still here waiting. I've thought about it countless times, I just can't get to know the answers. You hurts me more each day, tormenting me with your words. Breaking me with your thoughts. We both know that this can never be, somethings ain't meant to be. Through all the tears and through all the pain and suffering. I thought I could make it if I try, just push the past and pain aside. What is the point when there's no one left to care? As time goes on, I wonder how long I'll feel this way. If I should just forget everything or should I hold on. Sometimes the answer seems so clear. Confusion, how long will hopes be there and not turn into emptiness. I need to forget, I can’t carry the regret. I can’t live in the past, as I can see the time moves fast. I've a long way to go, I should know it isn’t always so. To move on, do so before it’s all gone. To not give in, to know that it’s a sin. Through times I couldn't help thinking of how we were. Wondering if we found it, believing on something that we were sure. That our time together meant something in the long run, that any more looking was unnecessary because this was the one. Times I reminisce on when I had that sparkle in my eyes, and every moment where you were nothing short of perfect, in my mind. Then it all ended so quickly, and faded into another buried thought. We both tried to put it in the back of our heads, but we never forgot. Thinking of my past and I hope I've long forgot. Cause' I know how does it feel when the person you love is with somebody else, how does it feel knowing you'll never be together again, how does it feel when your heart is being ripped out and there's nothing you can do. How does it feel when she messed up my plan which left me cold and lonely. I miss you..

2008-04-25T22:00:00.000-07:00

BLEED & SLIT

Hais - i don't know what the fuck happening

Have been thinking all day long .

I dont know whye , ie just cant let go .

It hurts deep dwon inside .

Bring the fake smile & laughter everywhere ie go .

everynight ie've so much thing in mind

&& i cant sleep .

Think & think tears roll down && ie tried to control

but i cant )X sighs `

leave me alone for the sick

dad asked me about my slashing ,

ie cant answer & ie cried X:

sighs - thinking & thinking .

Wont be blogging so often

okayyys `

off to lalalands lerhs

nights & sugar dream

cares`

YOU'RE LOVED & MISS (:

2008-04-25T19:26:00.000-07:00

FCUK YOU BASTARD & BITCHS

JUST TAKE NOTE YOU BASTARD & BITCHES `

You have gone to the limit && i wont let you off easily .

So what if you have gang ? It do no big .

If you dislike me or what so ever , say it to my face .

Stop your fucking attitude & rumous .

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH ,

what a big fuck to action about ?

If you wanna say about me say it loud ,

you dont think i dont know what you bitch & bastard are doing .

You guys wanna find problem go ahead && see what the revenage !

Just watch your own mouth dont judge me

when you don't know the true colour of me .

GET IT BITCH & BASTARD ?
kindly just fuck off of my life .

Im much more happy then past .

W/o you BITCH & BASTARD we are happy

GET IT ! just stop your acting ,

your acting will come to the end soon .

With a fucking brain don't know how to think !

DEAD CELL INSIDE UER FUCKING BRAIN !
Im telling you , you should know what you are doing .

There nothing got to do with you , why do you care ?

You even lied to us say that ;

you got scolding from mr ong cos of this & dhat burd actually you yourself were at fault ,

please la hor , wanna act drama act properly lerhs -.=

MR ONG EVEN SAY , HE DIDNT SCOLD YOU COS OF GYM ! FUCKER !

DOnt think you are a vice-chairman so you can care about our action .

What we do got nothing to do with you , Even i make noise in class

is none of your business , teacher didnt scold why you care so much ?

FUCKER IS ALWAY A FUCKER , LOOK AT YOURSELF BEFORE YOU SAY PEOPLE .

So what if you're skinny ? So what if im fat ? is none of your business .

I dont need your fucking & bloody comment !!! ie didnt not asked for your bloody & fucking comment . You got scolded by him , you cant you speak ?

Nothing will let you go back to the past , he have already found his true friend & you are actually a backstabber , trying to break people up & so on .

Im not gona let you go easily , watch for yourself .

FCUKER !

GAY !
KNN !
CB !

I DID NOTHING & THIS WHAT I GET ?

I DIDNT WANNA LINK YOU & I'VE BLOCK YOU ON MSN .

OH PLEASE GET LOSE ! I DONT NEED PEOPLE LIKE YOU !
WE ARE HAPPY BEING TOGETHER (: WITHOUT YOU !

MAI HUMJI LARHS HOR !

YOU WANT YOU PUT OUT MY NAME THAT YOU HATE ME !

IM NOT SCARE PEOPLE WILL SEE !

KNN ! SI AH GUA !
LOOK AT YOURSELF INTO THE MIRROR BEFORE YOU COMMENT SOMEONE .

IN CLASS YOU'VE NO FRIEND & SO ON , DONT TRY TO ATTRACT ATTENTION TO GET FRIEND . EVERYONE KNOW YOU ARE A BACKSTABBER `

DONGAOWEILIANG ;

TANCHEWSENG ;

SABRINASEEXIAOYI ;

THAMARAI ;

SHUELIEN ;

LOVED&MISS <33>

2008-04-25T15:17:00.000-07:00

I HATE SCHOOL

hellos earthling (:

sorry for not blogging last few day back

sighs - this week didnt attend school for 2days

due to tiredness & lazyness ,

plus im isnt interested anym0re .

Morning went to meet lil pig in class tee & skirt

headed to poly && kinda tired ,

lie on his shoulder && finally 10+ we left poly

went to nearby market to eat (: && he dumb

throw away the medicine . && he wanna go play swing

after swing walked along way home && slack nearby

my house till 12..50 he left && i went back home (:

now blogging & editing picture (:

2008-04-23T15:35:00.000-07:00

LOVE

Time will make you forget me

But time will make me

Love you more than before.

My heart longs for you,

My soul dies for you,

My eye cry for you,

My empty arms reach out for you.

Forget the time

He walk by,

Forget the time

He made you cry,

Forget the time

He spoke your name,

Remember now

Your not same.

Forget the time

He held your hand.

Forget time

Sweet thing if you can,

Forget the time

& dont pretend,

Remember now

He's just your friend

The way to love anything is to realise

That it might be lost.

SOmetime in love you must accept the fact that

What make the person you cared about happy

Might on the other hand leave you lonely.

Never say goodbye

When you still want ti try,

Never give up

When you still feel that you can take it.

Never say you no longer love a person

When you can't let go.

Love can be trying hard

and hard to accomplish but

When you have love

Always hold it close to your heart

Because you never know

When you have to let it go.

It hard to tell your min to stop loving

someone when your heart still does.

I know in reality we cant be together,

So i just closed my eye and you're right here with me

In my dream your mine forever

I still cant forget you

uoyevoli

2008-04-23T15:15:00.000-07:00

hold tight

I dont wish to see , heard & know anything .

Im getting weaker && weaker ,

hoping 1day my heart stop beating

i will be gone from everbody .

Each day passed im falling again .

I dont wish to know anything.

Hoping you change & so for.

CARES[:

** I've edit the yesterday post due to

many mistake & so on.

2008-04-23T15:00:00.000-07:00

FCUK OFF ; YOU GAY !

IF YOU THINK YOU ARE SO PERFECT , SO WHAT ?
DO YOU THINK WE CARE ?
NO !!!
YOU'RE SO SICK & FUCK
WE REALLY HATE YOU && DONT TRY TO MAKE THING HARD FORH US ,
IM TELLING YOU THIS ! YOU'RE NOT HAPPY WITH US , SAY TO OUR FACE !
NOTHING WILL LET US FALL INTO YOUR TRUST !
WE TOTALLY HAVE LOST TRUST IN YOU , NO LONGER TRUST YOU !
LOOK AT YOURSELF BEFORE YOU JUDGE ANYONE !
THIS IS MY BLOG && I BLOG WHAT I WANT THERE NOTHING FOR YOU TO CARE .
GO AHEAD & TELL ANYONE WE DOGS & FUCKER ,
YOU'R RICH SO WHAT ? THAT NOT OUR PROBLEM TOTALY !
IF YOU ARE UNHAPPY WITH US , TELL US STRAIGHT TO OUT FACE !
DONT STAB & TALK BEHIDE US , BY DOING ALL THIS WHAT YOU GAIN ?
YOU MAKE US HATE YOU MORE !
IF YOU WANNA TELL ME ANYTHING , TELL ME BY YOUSELF !
THERE NO NEED FOR YOU TO ASKED OTHER PEOPLE TO TELL ME !
GET IT CLEAR ? BASTARD & GAY .
IF YOU ARE SO GREAT , LOOK AT YOURSELF INTO THE MIRROR BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING , IT WILL ONLY REFLECT BADLY ON YOURSELF .
NOT US ! GET IT ?!
THAT MY TABLE & IT GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU ,
THERE IS NOTHING FOR YOU TO COMMENT ON , ALRIGHT ?!IF YOU WANNA COMMENT , COMMENT & KEEP TO YOURSELF I DONT NEED YOUR BLODDY COMMENT !YOU ARE SO UNHAPPY ABOUT THE MY TABLE THAT IM WRITING , TELL ME !
WHAT THE POINT TO TELL TEACHER !
SO WHAT IF YOU TELL ?!THEY CANT JUDGE ME TOOS!
WE HAVE OUR OWN WAY OF LIFE TO DO WHATEVER WE WANT , SO WHAT IF YOUR FAMILY ARE GANGSTER ?
YOU THINK BIG FUCK ?! NOT AT ALL !!IN THIS WORLD NOTHING IS SO PERFECT && EVEN YOU'RE A GANGSTER YOU'RE NOT THE KING !!THERE DONT NEED FOR US TO ALWAY AUIT & LISTEN TO YOU !
CREATING STORY & PUT INTO PEOPLE MOUTH!
PLEASE LARHS ! KINDLY FUCK OFF !
GET THIS LINE !
IF WE ARE DOGS & SO ON , WHAT ABOUT YOU ?
GAY OF THE WORLD !
LET ME TELL YOU THE LAST TIME !!!

PEOPLE ARE HATING YOU ONLY YOU DIDNT REALISE , YOU THINK BY DOING ALL THIS WILL LET PEOPLE TRUST YOU ?

OH PLEASE !

NO WAY LARHS !

SO WHAT PEOPLE WANNA JOIN GANG ? ISNT YOU RPROBLEM IS THEIR OWN LIFE !

PEOPLE DONT WANNA GO SCHOOL OR WHAT , DOESNT CONCERN YOU AT ALL && DONT NEED YOU TO CARE SO MUCH && BRING IT UP TO THE TEACHER . IF YOU ARE SO CLEVER , YOU WILL BE THE TOP PUPIL !UNDERTSANDD ?!!

INSTEAD OF WALKING WITH YOUR BLOODY EYE OPEN , WHEN YOU HIT PEOPLE CANT YOU SAY SORRY ?

YOUR MOUTH IS FOR YOU TO TALK NOT FOR YOU TO BARK !

GET IT !!

DONT TRY TO ATTACT ATTENTION PLEASE !

YOU ARE MORE ANNOYING THEN US !

I DONT CARE IF YOU ARE READING THIS !

IT THE FACT &&&

I DIDNT EVEN TOLD YOU TO TOLD HER THAT I SAY SORRY TO HER !!!!
GET IT !!!!!!!

ALL YOU DO IS TO BREAK PEOPLE FWENSHIP & LIE .

i HATE YOUU BASTARD & DOG !

2008-04-22T23:36:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU BOYFRIEND
I LOVE DONGAOWEILIANG
I LOVE SABRINASEEXIAOYI
I LOVE SHUELIEN

I LOVE YOU THAMRAI AH BLACK
I LOVE YOU RACHAELBONG
I LOVE YOU YONGRUIXUAN
I LOVE YOU AUDREWCHIAYIJUN
I LOVE YOU ELLIENYEE

I LOVE YOU FANGFANG
I LOVE YOU EDDYTAN

I LOV EYOU CHUA FU ZHAO

I LOVE YOU HOYONGSHENG

I LOVE YOU MIN SHUANG
I LOVE YOU KERIN

I LOVE YOU SHUYING

I LOVE YOU YUANTING

I LOVE YOU ALICIA

I LOVE YOU AMANDA

I LOVE YOU ADRAIN NG

I LOVE YOU DESMOND

I LOVE YOU JEROMEWONG

I LOVE YOU CHUA HUI LING

I LOVE YOU PERLYN LIEW

I LOVE YOU ALVINNGU

I LOVE YOU SHUYING

I LOVE YOU GOHHWEEHOON

I LOVE YOU MANY MANY MORE (:

YOU PEOPLE PLACED IN MY HEART

TREASURE & CHERISH (:

LOVED & MISSES

IMISSYOUPEOPLE

&& I LOVEYOUPEOPLE

<3333333333333

THANK FOR THOSE LAUGHTER , HAPPINESS && MEMORIES

NEVER BE REPLACED (:

2008-04-20T21:28:00.000-07:00

GONE FOREVER

Im back from blogging ,

Yesterday outing with reuben .

I lied to mom that im going shoppong with anuty first but actually went over to cousin house

I didnt intend to lied but no choice i wanted to visit my cousin badly .

Before meeting him i bused down to holland road visit my cousin

walk to house && waited for anuty almost 1hour called her she keep

rejecting my call && i got so worry i kept calling . finally she answered & she reached (:

Up to her house && her husband opened the door , Get food ready for her && prepare night soup ,

Soon play poker cards with her && went to hawker to eat as I havent eat .

&& soon reuben reached we went to holland shop & to cold storage buy food

as he want to cook for me dinner (: yea ^^ im happy , before we shop for our needs

headed ro smoke 1stick && he allow me (: yeahhhs ~

went to buy our thing && back to his house =.- so far

lucky his parent not around only his brother scare me dao yao si .

&& he cook for me mushroom soup && fried bacon yummy (:

reat awhile && comp for awhile soon he send me back to holland (:

thank him for the day && soon we goodbye && kiss goodbye (:

up to cousin house && play cards again (: left her house adt 10.30 cause she tired .

reach home bath && fall aslp while msging .

Today(:

Went to Vivo City with aunty & co bused to vivo city ,

headed to gaint buy mattress & others .

&& we spent $300 in gaint , we only tooked 2hour & that cost us $300+

&& we asked for delivery they will deliver to us on tuesday & minday .

Headed to cushi tei for our dinner (: yeahhhs ^^

we order many food , We ate quite fast && take away food cousin .

&& we spent $100+ for food & i headed home while aunty & co

went to best denki for fan & others . Bus home && get very fook up in bus

Don't wish to say , && im happy over something .

My mother went to asked god somethingy && as tehy ahving chinese ceromany today .

&& he siad : im a good girl && im lack behide study needa buck up & my heart isnt at study

&& I must wait till older then can find my bfriend as now it will never last long , indeed im happy

cause im a good girl (: yeahs ~~ so happy to heard that (:

will post again now needa do thingy (:

2008-04-19T00:15:00.000-07:00

DEARBOY

Im hoping you are reading ;

Im sorry i cant be happy from now onwards

I know i've change lots . I've many thingy to said but unspoken .

ie wanna thank you for everythingy ,

you dont habe to spent so much time on me any longer ,

it just wasting youe time & i rathe r you spentyour time with

your beloved & precious ones . alright ?

I've given up my studies & no longer exist in this world .

Im getting more tired each day , You will find someone

which is better then me derhs . LAstly ,

i do enjoy my time with you && we are getting each day since

220907 && it been 5month28days - thank for those memories .

Im sorry if ie've hide thing from you today .

once im gone ie will be forever gone .

Take good care of yourself once im gone .

youa re loved , miss & remember (:

2008-04-19T00:04:00.000-07:00

I HATE MYSELF & KILL

After thinking & thinking , I have realise myself .

Since school start i been in my holiday mood & moodswing .

After day & day passed , lecture && lecture .

I listen & change within 1week im back again ,

I dont knnow why . i can say i've lost ineterest in everything .

Now & then , been skiping school & sleeping in school .

Im thaving sleepless night & nightmare .

EVerything flash thus again & agian , I have think too much ,

Im just dragging myself to go for my parent ,

i have told mr chio about qutting school

&& he said dont as i will waste my time & $ for ding that .

There no point for me to go school when i've lost interest & give up on myself .

After he talk to me i change for afew days & here i goes back to that step again .

After all im just wasting my parent $ on that & time on going to school . shag )X

Friend being down & crying , When i see them down & sad

I DID NOTHING BUT HAPPILY LAUGHING .

hais - see-ing you guys like that hurt me & i find myself useless .

When im down & sad you guys would be there for me ,

but when you guys need me i did nothjing sigh )X

In return i did that to you guys ,

im really sorry im sucha useless girl & hopeless .

You guys dont have to waste so much time on me anymore ,

save you precious time on your loved one better .

IM REALLY HOPELESS & USELESS .

AFter see-ing you guys cry & so on

i kept thinking why ie doesnt comfort you guys ?

why dont ie ? im sucha failure .

IHATEMYSELF !!!!!!

i've give up hope on myself , i just wanna quit schh & be gone .

i dont know , just felt im wasting everyone time .

GOing everywhere is like a problem ,

In school those laughter & smile i've is all fake ,

i doesnt know how to express anymore .

My heart is totally numb . sighs )X

Sometime i find myself so xtra being you guys ,

i doesnt suit & deserve sucha good fwens .

hais - what make me become like this you people never know .

Going to school for me is like passing my time faster & when i get home

I have to fact those prob agens which will never be sovle .

I cant never run away from it .

Hoping my family will be strong& go thus .

Once broke it will always be broken .

I cant take it any longer . It making me even tired each days .

Each day pass im hating myself moire & more ,

I have so much to say yet unspoken .

who wil be my listening ears ? NO ONE .

who wil care even im gone ? NOBODY .

who will bother when im sick ? NO ONE .

sigh )X there always a reason for me to behave this manner .

I dont wish im like that but i have no choice .

See-ing people having peace & , enjoyment & laughter

I think why cant i be like them ? see-ing them enjoy

i wished im like them , but i cant );

How much ie suffer & hurt you guys neevr undersatnd me at all .

My heart hurt & bleed non-stop like a knife have stab into my heart .

There so much unhappiness inside me , i choose not to say cause there

will be no one for me . How wish im gone & not return .

Everything have change me , no point im alive .

I have lost all that i've have not a single thing left .

im hating myself ! tears & slit .

my heart have never been resting well since the days ,

will you guys realise how tired & sad i am ?

you guys never know . Each tears ie shed & slit .

You people lways think im alright , after all im hurt inside deeply down .

Will youc are once for me ? will you guys cherish me ? soghs )X

im really very tired && getting weak .

Hoiw i wish my heart will stop beating & just die .

Im really really tired . been playing those songs gain & again

simply i shead a tears . Im walking down the dark & empty street

with no love & care . Why must god create this in me ?

what did i di worng to deserve this ? i wanna be happy always

but i cant at all , ie have tired so hard & confidence in myself

but i have lost them all now . no pint for me to live on guys .

Go ahead & enjoy life , ie will vanished off i 1days

&& never return back . once im gone forever gone .

goodbye lover & everyone . Im tired & that my life of it .

I cant promiss anyone from now on ,

Im useless & hopeless .

2008-04-18T17:30:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL SUCK

hellos earthling(:

Thot of not blogging but i cant let my blog rott anymore (:

so now im blogging obviously i miss my blog ` yahs :D

Yesterday night after spending so much time & tnk thus ,

SHALL I GO SCH?

intend not to go .

AM I GOING TO CHANGE SEAT ?

I DON'T KNOW.

LOLS ! ie did go school

im guai alright ? ahhhas laugh**

alright back to topic ,

I have realise now , i didnt post about myself for long

cause it kind boring larhs ! alright .

SOmetime ie wonder why do people backstab & sudden be good to that person

&& backstab agens . shag ..

I DONT UDNERSTAND !
&& today actually have chinese oral but it was cancel due to

ms wong fault .

We keep asking her about oral && she said : Not so soon && will let know .

In the end keep never come & we wasnt inform

&& TODAY GOT ORAL AT THE LAST TIME , WE WASNT PREPARE !
wtf00k ! nevermind approach mr chio for help X:

&& we look for mr koh && told him && our oral have change to next wed (:

weeees ~ im not scare lerhs . Got time to preapre .

Have change our my sit in class (: now im seating with fazli , DB & ah black (:

&& someone was so xtra that she sifted to the back , my lil girl wasnt happy about it &&

since she appear && she have no more fun ` sad for her (:

She told me she wasnt happy about it , so i told her to go to face & ask her to get lose .

No point if she doesnt say out . Lil girl have already starting her more

cause :

1 : Whenever lil girl have same thingy as her she would say bad comment about lil girl .

2: She kinda spread rumous

3:backstab Lil girl & sudden so girl to do

4:lil girl did nothing wrong but deserve those torture .

5:When she have the same thingy with lil girl , lil girl didnt say anything .

6: She like to bad mouth about people at people back

7: Always flirt & talk cock .

&& many more .

So I told lil gril dont talk when she is around sure S will tell her derhs .

sighs )X sad for lil girl ! she really a bitch && lucky we quarrel

&& i've my space noe (: so happy now (:

wihtout her is even better now && i can have my freedom

With her she like shit . SHe treat people like a fool & pangseh .

She never think of others . I Have so much to say

&& 1day ie will post whjat ie gona say (:

dont worry people , i will post derhs (:

Nowadays kinda moodswing dont know why ,

today been moody for the whole day ,

sometime i felt very irratate by you guys .

Once i said stop better stop if not my temper will get out of hands .

YES , IM ATTITUDE so what ?

It doesnt concern you alright ! get the fact .

Im sorry for today cause isnt in the good mood starting of f my day .

I haev thot off quitting sch & I have lost interest in study

SInce school day started i've been failing & didnt learn anything .

sighs )X ie dont know what have happened . Noadays I just felt that

Im tired , confused & stress .

Wanna stop everything & give up , eventually I've giv eup lerhs .

DIdnt bother much in class .

sighs .

im just in my lallands (:

2008-04-17T17:35:00.000-07:00

L.O.V.E

weeees ~

change my skin as im tired of myy skins

did that myself within 30min

IM SO SO HAPPY (:

tmr gonna change my sit & stuff

shiok ~ this gonna be my last post for today (:

gonna bath , down for dinner & study & lallalands(:

DONT ASK ME WHAT HAPPENED OR WHAT !
IM HAPPY FOR NOW(:

okays - Here i go (:

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

TAKE CARE EVERYONE .

YOUA RE LOVED & MISSED (:
miss me yahhhs :D

2008-04-17T16:30:00.000-07:00

I HATE YOU FUCKER !

Apologise to mr chio forh ytd thingy
&& he accept (: during CPA was called out due to yesterday matter ,
everyone doesnt seem to bother just listen to him & nsg like a old woman .
nevermind - && went to counselling room for while as ms mullai wanna
talk to DB & AHBLACK (: soon headed back to class for eng lesson
&& finally end lesson end ` took phone from pig && went down to conselling
&& back to class for ve lesson && Went to comp lab , bus home as im tired &&
many thing in mind . sighs )X
I have realise somethingy which disappoint me lots .

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!
Honestly speaking Im really hating you
Why must you put your own into my mouth?
Did I say i wanna patch thingy wid her ?
NO I DIDNT !
Did I told you i wanna apologise to her?
NO I DIDNT AT ALL !
&& there is nothing got to do with you ,
Is our problem to mix with who ever we want ,
If you really hate that person is your problem alright ,
You dont have to stop people from going & mixing with him .
What make you proud after doing at this ?
&& creating sotries of your own , let me tell you this .
We didnt talk to you is cause we ahve nothing to say to you ,
&& doesnt mean we didnt talk to you mean we are quarreling ?
You keep saying this & tired after hearding , you keep on repeat & repeat .
We are real tired of your nonsence .
PLEASE GET IT CLEAR !
We blog what we want there is none of your business ,
Why must you care ?
I SIMPLY HATE YOU !
****
IF WE ARE SIMPLY DOG & BUNCH OF IDOILT ,
HOW ABOUT YOURSELF ?
HERO OF THE GAY !
SO WHAT IF WE JOIN WITH HIM ?
JUST MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS ,
NOW YOU BETTER WATCH YOU SAY !
THINK BEFORE YOU TALK !
FUCKER !
YOU DELETED OUR LINK , && WHAT WE DID TO DESERVE THIS?
YOU TELL ME ?????!!
IF YOU HATE & UNHAPPY WITH US ,
TELL STRAIGHT TO OUR FACE ! DONT ACT ALRIGHT !
&& TELL YOU , MANY PEOPLE ARE HATING YOU
&& THEY JUST ACT NIA .
IM NOT SCARE IF YOU READ THIS !

DEARBOY;
Hoping day by day you are gona be strong (:
I really cant bare to see you slit && cry agens agens ,
it hurts me lots to see you like that .
I know thing started to change & getting worst .
Remember those promiss ?
I hope you do remember & not to break those promiss ,
BE STRONG && YOU CAN (:
YOU HAVE US (:
WE LOVED YOU(: MISSED -

AHBLACK(:
I know have happened , Dont care anymore
Let it be barhs , DOnt cry & think lerhs .
I know it hurts , There always Up & down
You have to be strong & face it (:
ALRIGHT ? im sure you can lil girl .
you have us all along (:
cheer uep & be strong (:

2008-04-16T20:55:00.000-07:00

TRUST NO ONE BUT YOURSELF !

Who Can You Trust?

Who Can you trust in the world today?

our friends?

They'll be just as trifling as your enemy

When you are stuck at a dead end

Who can you trust in the world today?

Your blood?

Blood is thicker than water

Don't let this be your rule

By this same rule was I fooled.

Who can you trust in the world today?

Your instructors?

Their job is to teach not to care

Your problems will appear just as thin as air.

Who can you trust in the world today?

Those who inforce and carry out the law?

This is where the world tears

They should be the ones we fear

Who can your trust in the world today?

Don't put your emotions up on a shelf

Trust no one but yourself!

2008-04-16T20:40:00.000-07:00

RAINBOW LOVE

I love you
And this is so natural
I love you
And I can let you go
I love you
You live within my soul
I love you
And I smile knowing this
I love you
And mostly I miss you too
I love you
And I don’t need to touch you
I love you
And this is enough to feel you I
love you
And I feel your words this special way
I love you
And I’m ok even if you are so far away
I love you
And it doesn’t matter what you do
I love you
And you can love someone else too
I love you
And you can go wherever you want
I love you
And I can meet on my way whoever I do
I love you
And this is some kind of absolute
I love you
And the time doesn’t matter anymore
I love you
And this is like a faith in a god
I love you
And I feel joy and calm in my heart
I love you
And this is like a dream I have
I love you
And you live here within me
I love you
And this sounds like music in my mind
I love you
And nothing can change this I suppose
I love you
Even just as a voice I hear still within me
I love you
And it’s going on
I love you
And it’s good to know this truth
I love you
And this is like a whisper to my soul
I love you
And this keeps me alive
I love you
And every time I think of you
I love you
And there is no need inside me anymore
I love you
And this love is pure right now
I love you
And this is fine

There is open space between us darling
I know
There is freedom that makes our love grow
There is time
That makes it eternal
There is a world
Where we choose our own path to go
There is life
That brings to us new lovers and smiles
There is place
Full of changes and surprises
Every day but this
What is between us
Never change
Even if it has many faces And even if we can see each other
In many different ways And this is a miracle
That makes our life beautiful So, fly my angel of love
Fly to the beauty of this world
And let this life makes you happy and full of joy
But stay with me by your thoughts and mind
To feel me forever inside
And I’ll be there
Wherever you will need to see me
And I’ll support everything
You wish to do or to have too
And I’ll stay here for you
Whenever you will need to come
So be free as much as you can
As much as you want
And be my love
Forever You gave me freedom and
My love will fly to you
On the wings of desire

2008-04-16T18:30:00.000-07:00

LOVE LIKE SKY

Days pass & many thing happened , What is going on ?

Something misunderstanding hasppened , ie was shock X:

It was like she kept crying && shouted at thamarai in malay

&& thamarai kept quite , carry on with science spelling &&

finally finish my EOA coursework (: im happy .

Helped pig with his cover page & stuff . After we have math remedial & photo taking ,

it was like FOOK ! ms chan release us at 1.55 && photo taking at 2.15 ! wtfook !

Im so in pain as my gastric hurts me lots )X

no choice headed to 215 to eat && while eating meilign called DB && we rush back to sch

&& FUCKING ANGRY !! tong doesnt allow us to take photo with the class as he said :

WHAT IS THE TIME NOW ? && YOU"RE LATE , WHAT YOUR REASON FOR BEING LATE .

YOU GUYS EAT && WHY MUST WE WAIT FOR YOU?! IT YOUR PROB YOU CANT TAKE PHOTO !

is like wtfuck ! we didnt finish our food & we rush back at the end dont allow us to take photo .

FINE ! we walked way && headed to gym room while && decide to go fro math remedial &&

in the end we didnt as fazli say teacher is very angry , so return pig his phone

& ie took my thing && when out of the classroom . Went to gym to chat && slack ,

soon headed home alone (:

AFter hearding those thingy i cant believe you are that kind of person !
putting your own words into people mouth , when people actually didnt nothing .

You make us lost trust in you && hate you to the cord . Let me tell you this ,

Im sure you know who you are . Let the matter rest & stop caring abt my prob with her .

I didnt even say i wana to patch thing up with her ! && even

we patch there nothing to do with you !
GET IT ?! maybe i shall thank you for making the matter worst !

Just dont care about my prob && beter watch what you are saying !

You spread rumous && say is people saying . What you trying to do ?

IM TELLING YOU , IM STARTING TO HATE YOU , DONT TREAT ME LIKE YOUR DOG
&& THROW TEMPER AT ME WHENEVER YOU WANT ! WHEN YOUA SKED FOR HELP ,

IS UP TO ME TO HELP YOU NOT ,THERE IS DONT NEED ME TO ALWAY HELP YOU !
UNDERSTAND ! && WE WANNA MIX WITH WHO && GO OUT WITH WHO IS OUR PROB ,

KINDLY BACH OFF & FUCK OFF !

2008-04-15T18:00:00.000-07:00

LOVE IS GONE ` GOODBYE !

There something happen & dun wish to say ,

As long as doesnt involove me im fine with it(:

I DONT WISH KNOW,HEAR & KNOW ANYTHING .

hoping ue girls be back soon & never to quarrel ,

But always remember FRINEDS come & go ,

we have to accept . AFter sch headed to pizza for lunch

headed home wid DB & that my day `

it gona be a short post as im tired & thinking of stuff .

TAKE CARE FRIENDS(:

DEARBOY;

Once again i saw you cry , myHEARThurts .

I know you cant bare to let him go ,

but it happened there thingy we can do but to remember those sweet memories .

He doesnt hope to end too , we cant predict what gona happen the next moment .

I'm sure you will get over it & be strong (: && you'll .

IM AFRAID TO LOST YOU ` you're like my precious boy (:

byies people (: nights `

off to rest & watch sky of love (:

2008-04-14T22:44:00.000-07:00

LEAVE ME TO DIE

Sometime I really don't understand !

Why must you people bother when it doesnt matter you !

or even doesnt concern you at all ?!

shagg ``` Hoping thingy will stop

is kinda childish , before doing anything think once more .

Hoping everything will stop the act && no more nonsence .

PLEASE , IM REALL TIRED OF THESE LIL THINGY !
whatever it is , what you girls gona say or do

i wont bother anymore .

Im going to school for education not to find problem .

Alright ? get it clear !

Everything have ended && that it !
NOt going to talk or do anything to it anymore .

OVER IS OVER ; PAST IS PAST .

Once im settle down im going to start afresh && not gona think anymore ,

i know it hard but ie still have to , ie carn never know when thingy will happen again.

Sometime it really bother me lots && stop ?

I really don't understand why must people be so irratating !

I didnt even say anything abt HER or what

&& people just add/put their words into my mouth & told her ie say dhis & dhat

which is not ture at all ! I didnt wanna explaint to you is not because IHATEYOU NOR WHAD .

Is because i know you will never believe/trust me , so there no point saying it anymore.

I've lots to say but i just cant say. Thing have happened & everything ended .

No point talking abou it , IT'S OVER !

SOmetime i really wish to alone && to think thus once agens .

I've to tell myself to wake up & buck up on my studies .

DEARBOY;

I just simply cant take it anymore , sometime after thinking & thinking

I realise being alone is better which have no prob when being alone.

sighs )X you need to be strong & not to think agens ..

I know you miss him lots & he mean lots to you ,

SInce he is gone , he have stand a place in your heart

&& im sure he miss you & those lil spent you spent with him .

Im alright with it to spend & accompany you all this while ,

Hanging out with you there always laughter & fun (:

don't think negative . See-ing you cry this days ,

during lesson & ie sit beside you , i felt so helpless .

I don't know what to do either . SIGHS )X
i know im hopeless && didnt even help you out .

hais - Just hoping you gona find someone better then me

to be there for you && be with you.

see-ing you cry , my tears shed for you but you just didnt realise .

I didnt wana let you guys know i cry , as i wana keep to myself .

there so much i wish to say but i just cant.

I slit cause there a reason behide it , hoping my slit will stop

but i knew i cant . sighs )X `

im sure you are strong && getting over it .

Now you plenty of time `

hope you better ` && take good care.

cause sooner or later tehre sure something gona happened to me ,

&& im sure to MIA .

take good care `

LIL BABIES && COUSIN`

COUSIN : I know how you feel && it kinda upset

ie was shock when i heard abt it , ie break down .

you have already put in & give your best .

You waited long & this happened .

Hope your getting over it & well .

Take good care of yourself ,

there is still us around you , we loved you ,

dont blame yourself , there noone to blame .

Ie life we have got to accpet & carry on (:

ILOVEYOU `

BABIES;

You gone now , i missed & love you ,

hoping you will RIP . We will take care of your mom

&& dont worry , I hoping you are back & live on .

but you cant . sighs )X , REST IN PEACE .

I LOVES & MISSED YOU LOTS .

5month `

I DONT WISH TO HEAR, SEE & KNOW ANYTHING .

IM TIRED OF MY LIFE .

THE GREATEST PAIN IN MY HEART & BLLED .

2008-04-13T20:00:00.000-07:00

Broken heart & broken promises

Sit down & cool down

Everything flashing back again & again

I don't know why ! sighs )X
I have told myself to forget about you as you belong to her

I thot by deleting your photo & msg which is related to you

will let me forget you , but im WRONG !

sighs )X sometime thinking thusweather

im not a girl you want ?

My atttude make you leave me ?

Im just like a piece girl ?

sighs )X i've kept lots of thing in heart

just doesnt which to let you guys know .

Everyday going to sch is not i want ,

im just going sch for the sick of my parent .

In sch if you think im happy & having fun ,

is WRONG . just dun wish to show out.

All this while , my smiles & laughter in school

is all fake not real cause i doesnt wanna let other know what happened .

I know i change lots & Stuff .

NOthing gona make go back to the path anymore ,

im just sick & tired of those nonsence you people give ,

you guys have your own limit don't go over the limit .

Let me warn you guys .

Im not a toy nor doll for yous to play around .

JUST TAKE NOTE :
I WILL TRIT YOU THE WAY YOU TRIT ME !

&& im going MIA soon `

wont be blogging & msn often .

To my friend out there , as for today im sorry

if i didnt reply your message as im not in the mood

i need planty of time for now

just leave me alone & don bother me .

take cares & you are loved & miss <3

2008-04-13T19:27:00.000-07:00

MEMORIES FLASH THUS & LOVED

hell0s(:

went ahmah hus t0day && back h0me

r0tting at h0me && using c0mp (:

sighs )X kinda down today

Wake up & blallahs & decide to called to tell her that i'll be going to her hus

to take the letter that my bro wrote to us .

called anuty & she told me soemthingy which shock me & ie broke down .

My cousin gave birth to her babies at home & sudden thingy happened

&& cried out loud when she see her baby `

unfortunely after giving birth her triple babies die

ie still don't know quite lots of thingy

if tomorrow im allow to visit her im sure going to visit her at NUH .

sighs )X ie really miss those cute lil babies lots .

130408 - craved in my heart & you lil babies will be remember

She still in hospital right now , she have her operation just now

&& she herself & husband broke down toos . hais -

Why must thingy happened let that ? which she have longed forh ,

God God God , praying that she will be fine .

&& you this pig lied to me ` sighs )X you make lost trust in you .

WHy cant you tell the true ? Is just a question .

Hoping you last long wid her & cherish her before you gone .

You made your decision ie cant say anything cause that your life .

we still contact each other lesser . sighs )X
HOPING SHE FINE & BABIES : YOU ARE LOVED (:

past boyfriend ;

I really don't know wtfook happening !

you really change lots , after hearing

that you smoke & stuff it hurts me lots .

maybe you have reason for that , but why you choose smoking ?

by smoking doesnt helped you slove anything de & you're wasting money .

Even you smoke & stuff , you still got to tink what you gona do the next morning ,

HOPING YOU CHANGE ! i cant say much as im isnt your whoi

but im wishing you change to the better ones .

please ! remember what you have promissed me .

2008-04-13T01:40:00.000-07:00

DON'T LABEL MWE

I don't know what happening nowadays ,

Everything seem chanaging lots .

Im just hurts to see those thing happened

As i really didnt expect & know what to do .

After all ie shall not make myself so stress up cause of thos lil problem (:

I wish thingy be alright so so soon , if this gonna carry on

Thingy are getting from bad to worst && it a bad memories ..

Always don't judge people by looks & appreance

They have their own good point inside & they just didnt show it out.

Hoping thing will be alright sosososo soon (:

Something have happened && i really cant take it anymore .

Whatever is it , I know it your blog ue blog anything you want i cant stop you .

Get the fact right ! You yourself ib your post on 7 April 2008 POST Y PHOTO & BLOG ABT MWE `

&& ie diidnt saw it till 9pril2008 next day you immdediately spread rumous that i blog & poist your photo!!
I kept quite & didnt talk doesnt mean i act innocent & scare of you , cause i simply find it unmature to do this kind of stupid thingy .

alright ? YOu dare to do & don't dare to admit must well done do ` just trying to act infront of mwe ?!

ie don't care anymore . it just wasting my time to entertaint this kind of nonsence .

Whatever is it , you think by reading my blog will let you gain thing & what so ever go hate .

I JUST SIMPLY HATE YOU & PLEASE GET LOSE . THIS MY BLOG IF YOU HATE OT JUST GET LOSE !
I BLOG & SAY WHAT I WANTS . I DONT NEED YOUIR BLOODY COMMENT ALRIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dont act good infront of me , cause thingy will let me go back to the past ! UNDERSTAND .

PLEAS FUCKER `

DONT JUGDE PEOPLE BY LOOK & APPREANCE
YOU NEVER KNOW HOW THEIR STUDY & STUFF .

DON LABEL PEOPLE WHEN YOU DONT KNOW ME WELL !

DB ;

hoping you reading this `

SIghs )X , I don't know `

I just don't wish know anything ,

I didnt read your blog on that day & the next day returning back to school

i saw you crying & hiding your hand .

I know you slit due to some reason & i see youc ry i didnt asked why cause

i know there a reason & wana let you cool down .

AFter teacher going thus the ans & i just asked you question you didnt even bother

like im a mad fool talking to air , that makes me really angry .

maybe ie wasnt suit to be wid you guys , sometime i didnt jjoin yiu guys cause

i felt very wried & xtra due to some reason & ie didnt hang out late cause

there always a reason . I;ve kept so much thingy to myself

&& after reading uer post & those msge ie send ie cry myself to sleep that night ,.

sighs )X if ie didnt trust you at first will we go thus thos eup & down together ?

&& care so much ? of cousre i do care that whyies ie cared for u `

hope ytou understadn & see this ` for now , thing happened agens agens .

i really don't know what to do sighs X

If you wanna side or what , go ahead .

SOmetime i mjust mention their name ie mean nothing ,

like that i;ve told you guys many time ler ,

you guys keep repeating & you know how huts it was ?!
&& you did even asked me to get lose , so i get lose .

im just trying to forget my past & unhappiness thingy .

Up to you ler ` i've noithinhg to say anymore .

im just to xtra to join yoiu guys n& take care `

2008-04-09T07:27:00.000-07:00

Hellos(:
make it short as im tired & sleeping soon `
change skin, song & url again due some reason
I've unprivate my blog && ie gona be easy for my EMObeloved
didnt go home straight after school but to stay out to slack (:
cause didnt wanna go home keep giving dame excuse .
sighs )X i need tyme to heal my wounds ...
during school hours been playing wid phone & sleep ,
I dont have the interest in studies anymore i dont know why .
I hope ie will contiune to studies & cope well .
Nothing much happened ` thing are still the same
it doesnt matter me already what is over mean over
wont bother about it anymore , as long as im happy (:
im alright wid it , it doesnt concern about get it bitch !
what have change my life ? I DONT KNOW
did my attitude change ? YES , MAYBE .
HOW STUDIES ? SUCK !
everything getting from bad to worst , I DONT KNOW !
maybe im still in my dreaming land && didnt intend to wake uep .
Im tired as day passed , why cant they spare a thot for me ?
why human are so selfish ? or maybe im too selfish .
sighs )X evrything flashed back again & again ,
I tired not to think them but carnt .
BOY , YOU ARE STIL IN MY HEART )X
I've keep everything to myself , just doesnt wanna tell anyone .
In school & outside im always carrying my smile just dont wanna let you
guys worry , doesnt mean i smile mean nothing happened .
Actually in heart they so much i wish to say but ie didnt have the chance .
if ie an be goe ie will go , eah oets ie spent will be remembered .
If only you understand me what im going thrus & stuff .
MY true colour are not shown , don't ever step my tail & go over the limits ,
you guys should know yourselves !
Whatever she wrote & tell rumous about me , ie wont care .
it simply doesnt affect my life & studies . SO what in sch i've lesser fwen ?
it doesnt matter . GET IT ?!
I dont know what is happening been moody & attitude nowadays
&& didnt wanna talk much , i just tired of it !

DEARBOY;
i hope you read this `
Whatever she have told you , dont need to tell me
i wont care anymore it just simply doesnt concern abt me .
I've let the go & forget abt it ler ,
if she so perfect , so what ?
i dont care at all !
you wanna side her or believe her up to you
i wont say anything or what cause it doesnt bother me .
You wana leave me just leave arhs .
YOu prefer her mor ethen me go ahead
im not jealous or what ,.
Im tired of hearing of those shit ler ,
OVER MEANS OVER `
DON ASK ME TO FORGIVE HER OR WHAT !
ISIMPLYHATEIT !

** ARE THOSE OVER DUE PICTURES `
LET THE PIC DO THE TALKING

2008-04-06T23:32:00.000-07:00

DB,XIANG & EN(:

in fact i was really happy when i knew it ,
i really dont wish to misunderstand your meaning ,
all i want is for you to explain to me & tell me everythings hidden inside your heart
i really want to know everythings .
even it mean for me to suffer or misery 10 times , i willing all just to be with you
i just want to be by your side , sharing your burden
you know me the best ,
in fact i dont wish to think anything between you & her
but it common to get jealous .
jealously mean i really love you lots & you meant lots to me seriously,
can we treat each other as before ?
can i still call you what it used to be even we cant be tgt ?
i wanna be with you & by your side till the end
dont chase me away & left me all alone
love is selfish , i just want you only to have me in your heart .
i want to be your one & only girl .
make this love last till the end will you?
please dont make desicion which is not both of us wish it turned out to be
i not afraid to admit I WANT YOU BACK OBVIOUSLY !
THE ONE I STILL LOVE IS YOU J* ;

2008-04-03T22:11:00.000-07:00

dhelOVES

I HATE YOU FOR LEAVING ME ALL ALONE
i hate you for abandoned me ;
i hate you for treating like that
i hate you for not telling me what you want
i hate you for everythings
you make me lost confident in love & trust ;
why you treat so difference from how you treating me like last time ?
it ok if you want go on this way , i cant feel your love toward me anymore
not a single left .
your plan of leaving me work , it does all perfectly .
i dont need you to protect me anymore , ever since the day you left me all alone
my whole world fall . it totally into darkness .
make me HATE you instead of loving you ..
just go on what you wanted to do .
you are just like other guys ..
you too left me cause of what you become .
you dint give me a single chance to stay by your side .
no use say anythings now .

2008-04-01T17:00:00.000-07:00

DEARBOY ; (:

DEARBOY :

hoping you see this &&

This is f0rh ue (:

we have been together foe 7month(: weeee~

times flyfast `

220907 ; 1038am

is the day our promiss was made &&

isnt mend to be br0ken `

just sence dhat we are drifting apart as days passed `

sighs )X thingy happened & happened

ie just dhu wish to end wid ue `

im trying to be happy as before burd ie carnt ,,

sometime see-ing you cry & sad

really hurts mwe lots ` Hoping thingy will be fine

&& ie noe ue carnt let him go burd hye gone `

dhu tink much alright ?

I will always be uer side & bwe uer listening ears

when ie carnt help ue .

ie wunt givb a dhame whadeva others wanna say abt us

as longer as we are happy (:

sighs )X ` no matter whad uer do stands a places in my heart(:

h0ping we carn celebrate our 1year annivesary(:

iewannacelebrate(:

ILOVEYOUDEARBOYx333(:

2008-04-01T16:15:00.000-07:00

LEAVE ME ALONE

whye must ie suffer dhat much ?

see-ing doctor every month & check uep ? when will dhis stop ?

im really very tired enuff )X

GOD ; whye do you give me dhis kind of life ?

suffering , sadness & unhappieness ?

hais --

Dragging myslf everyday just to go to sch & study so tat my dad wunt be wuri Passing my time is so hard each time ie sat down & everything will flash thus my mind && make me think of the past , ie trie not to think burd ie simply carnt )X

whadeva ie have done & thingy happened will be my memories . You people might be wondering is already past why ie still think of it ` it take uep such a time & thingy happened anytime which ie wunt noe if i would know thingy will happened this world will be perfect `

After those memories made me shed tears & slit because ie hate letting go && regret at the next moment like im now. Prob keep on coming && my heart is getting weaker&& weaker how tired am i , you will never know Once im gone it will be forever im wish ie wunt noe & see anythingy && dhu wish to know anything from now onwards . let me die in your arms & bleeds ,

ie dont deserve to live any longer im breaking down so easily this days.Everytime when i walk down the road i felt so lonely without you , widout you my life is nothing && ie carnt move on , There was once you enter my life

&& you my day && sonner you left me everything change && it gone ` SInce thingy have been like that && gone , ie wanna vanished && not wanting to know anything witout me your life is so beautiful & happier ` I wanna see you happy & smile (:

DO TAKE GOOD CARE && I WILL BE GONE MY DEAREST PAST BOY `

2008-04-01T16:00:00.000-07:00

Loving you is hard

hell0s(: yesterday didnt blog c0s im tirehd & lazy `

g0na p0st as much as ie carn (:

&& it g0na bwe a fast p0st c0s iem reali tirehd `

310308 ; last day 0f dhe m0nth`

walk t0 sch as im meeting DB but adt last

ie meet xianq as DB is kinda late s0hh

buy drinks & sweet & headed t0 sch quiickly

whiile 0hn dhe wae walkinq t0 sch didnt notice dhat DB & co was behide us

untill they walk infront of me dhen ie realise ` slow reaction -.= LOLS !

put bag in class & went f0rh assembly & attend lesson as per normal `

&& during sci lesson ` ie was siitting in bewteen xiang & DB

dhey kip disturbing mwe & stupid JH throw paper ball at mwe uhs -

ie was looking at xiang fhne wid DB & dhey saie we see porn

WTf00k ! we isnt dhat pervert lyk ue guys !

durinq art kinda f00k ! ms nur asked another teacher to relief her

dhat teacher lyk fook ! dhu even teach nor help us & ie didnt do cos

ie dhun0e whad t0 d0 ! ie dhu qivb a dhame to art anym0re `

it just wastinq mye tyme && weeeee ~ bell rinq `

headed to gym room to look for xiang & co ` & leave mye bag wid them

cos going 3D to look for mdm choing to teach mwe math & finally ie understand abit

better dhen nothing (: thank her ` love her larhhs ! always help me in math (:

after dhat went to eat pizza hut wid xiang & DB , while eating we saw bryan wid his sistahs

&& we were shock && hye wore sch - uni burd didnt attend sch ` wthell ! still can asked us

wwhen must we paid Nlevel fee -.= mwe & DB decide to go hub while xiang go back school

for training (: && on the way walking to hub saw JH & co so i walk away & db & xiang

went over & talk to them `wthell ! ieHATEyouarhs ~ ciang left for vb training & we

headed to hub to walk walk , after shich went to msc & buy ice cream cos DB

wanna eat & hye asked wanna go amkPARK dhen we went && there is people

so we walk to cavanBAICHI h0used0wn dhe bus-stop & finally went bus arrive

DB dhu allow mwe to go)X so wait till dhe next bus to arrive && weeee ~

finally go home (: reached home adt 5.30 & went to bathe & balallahs `

sleep adt 10+ as im very tired /: that my day `

TODAY(:

went to sch wid xiang & DB

finally mwe & alvin talk ler ~

after all we are so childish just cos of dhat tyme

neva tok ` ie decide to tok to him uhs (:

&& DB saie whyye sudden t0k

dhen iie diiam diiam lurhs `

doesnt mean we tok means i~~LOVEh~~hyme keahs!

after sch headed to amkHUB wid irfan ashe dhun0e where dhe sh0p `

after buying his thingy ie straiqht h0me sweet h0me as

im verh tirehd ! leta g0na plae maple while `

nothingy much happened today(:

2008-03-30T23:40:00.000-07:00

This g0na be my last p0st f0r t0day && bef0re ie slp (:

After those thingy have happened I've decide to move on & try n0rt t0 tink ler

c0s there is no way of turning back & just got to realise from my mistake that ie made.

thusout the whole process you people will think im silly & stupid but it still my life (:

No way changing my decision ` get it?!
After session of talking with teachers i still thinking of quitting sch & re-study sec4

cos I noe i've not been studying & cant even cope . I hope thingy get clear & understand but i just hate BACKSTABBER&&BITCH like her !

Whatever you people think abt me doesnt concern me at all cos that is none of uer business !

These are the thingy i gona do soon if it still likfe that :

1) Change my attitude & behaviour

2) Attend lesson & not skipping

3) Slowly cope & study hard

4) Quit sch

5) Re-study sec4

that is what im gonna do when im still going thus likfe that

have been thinking for days if i don't go sch & skip lesson at the end of the day im the one losing not others & what for care abt others that saying at my back ?

just childish & unmature of themselves .

lastly ;

BOY ;

you know that i still care & love you like the past

but you knew once that i let go & hang on agens & agens

& even CRAVED uer name on mye hand you notice & ask me not to slit agens

&& ie ignore you . whenever i need you , where are you ?

gaming & hanging out like nobody business

whenever i call you , did you ans ?

NO , YOU DIDNT .

whenevr i msge you , did you reply ?

YES , you did but seldom

did you care ?

NO , you don;t

i know you told C lots of thingy & almost cried

but ie've told myself not to listen & care anymore

but ie carnt at all ` im still loving you as before .

cant you feel it ? sighs )X

ie know ie change lots burd im already like that

everyday so worry & balalahs abt you

you never know !

before im gone agens ;

IMYILYHJG `

nights~

cares

off to bed (:

2008-03-30T21:55:00.000-07:00

I'm l0ving you like always(:

as i said ie will bwe blog agens when im back`

weeee~ g0na c0ntinue where ie haf st0p

accompany m0m t0 supermarket

we buy l0ts 0bf stuff & kinda heavy

but n0 ch0ice haf t0 carry uhs -

After that eat bacon & iron clothes

pack myye room && do thingy

sweep & mop the 3rooms && on comp

have stay at home the whole day doing nothing & very tired

but no choice after which have to sweep & mop the floor(:

tmr will be going sch wid DG & it gona bwe a fcuking day !

wtf00k !

I've private cos of some reason & only invite some people

which are close to me (: ~

not gona care so much as whad ivan darddy told mwe (:

nothingy much ler`

will blog when im free (:

nights ~

ILY&IMY